-My wOrlD-

The line.

2010-02-28T21:19:00.001+08:00

Why is it that it took me so long to see the fact that you still ain't over her ?

Seeing is believing.
Perhaps that's what made me understand this time.

I guess the fact after so long is that you'll never take a look at all that I've given you.
Yes, I did expect something back. Thought you'll be at least touched, maybe just a little bit ?
Just a bit ?

Guess I was wrong. Really wrong.

Cry, for now.
But after I press the post button, I'll be back to being the happy yimei.

And forget about this.

should i trust you ?

2009-11-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

i felt really bad seeing arina and cassan cry.
i really dont want cassan to retain.
she's one of my closest friend and i've always imagined us graduating together.
and now. everything's changed. )':
i can do anything. feels helpless, useless.
i really hope this is good for her.
i'll miss you, BFF.

P.S. get me out of this mess.

how did it happen ?

2009-11-07T14:46:00.003+08:00

i tried to prevent it from happening.
i've closed up since that day.
but now, you effortlessly pry it open.
and even though i hate and refuse to admit it.
you fill up my thoughts no matter how hard i try to keep you out.

P.S. please just let it be an infatuation.

寂寞好了

2009-11-06T00:42:00.003+08:00

寂寞好了

拼命的奢望闷坏的胸口
让我想大声的呐喊
我努力不放你冷淡你让分手
就这样我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了
还是一天
计算着慌张

计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎么办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了
寂寞好了

坚强外表下我脆弱
情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了冬天漫长
关于爱感伤

我们天真的勇敢
我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎么办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀
飞翔心放空了
寂寞好了寂寞

感冒全都可以好的爱多甜
伤多痛都释放
oh~
夜深了我怎么办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀
飞翔 ha~

没有你心放空了
寂寞好了

P.S. its always me falling into these traps easily. stop being naive. serously. snap out of it.

horoscopes !

2009-11-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

天秤座 　　

優雅的天平在燈紅酒綠中微笑轉身，顧盼神采，灑脫如同水中的魚。他們與紅酒，水晶杯，晚禮服，鋼琴曲是那麼的相得益彰，漫不經意的吸引著公眾的眼光……　　幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：　　天平座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。於是大家也由此認為天平是群居生物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。　　的確，天平是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。氣氛熱烈時，他們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天平稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼，使之維持水平狀態。　　而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。　　但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。　　因此，儘管慵懶的天平座討厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。也許正因如此，使得天平在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推卸。　　他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光。像所有風向星座一樣，他們喜歡自由，喜歡像風一樣誰也捉不住他。　　他們喜歡自在獨立的空間。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他並不喜歡如此，儘管他不會直接說出來。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也許半年也沒有音信，但是只要一見面，你還是他最好的朋友。因為他就是這種交友方式，你拿他怎麼辦？　　"我懶得……"　　這是天平座的口頭語。他們懶得出門，懶得聚會，懶得應酬……所以他們並不是很喜歡參加party。倒是寧願呆在家裡上網，看書，畫畫。他們自身是均衡的，一個人的均衡總比一群人的均衡來的容易。所以他們喜歡獨處。　　通常，天平座的人會給人一見如故的感覺，因為他們有著溫婉的微笑和優雅的舉止。對初次見面的人，天平座往往表現出自己最討人喜歡的一面：善解人意，大方，誠懇，健談。但是這種熱情勁兒不會長久。冷漠何時到來取決於你與他交往的頻率。你越是粘得緊，他就冷得越快。因為他們喜歡"君子之交清淡如水"。不是他們不喜歡同伴，而是他們和人交往更多地關注了對方的情緒，總想著照顧對方心情，不要發生衝突，所以感覺像是在工作一樣，無法真正的放鬆。　　較之對宮白羊座，天平是另一種獨立的個體。白羊是一種外在的獨立，內心是熱的；天平則是表面看似親和力很強，內心卻是任誰也無法融入的。天平的冷靜，連他們自己也覺得驚訝。"我居然如此冷漠！太不可思議了……"他們審視自己的時候，感覺有點陌生。那是因為他們把內心世界掩飾得連自己都騙過了。　　他們控制情緒的能力太強了。最親近的人會感覺到，天平給人不露聲色的隔離感，有時會被埋怨"太冷靜了，我都不知道你在想什麼！"　　可是他們不是故意要隱瞞什麼，只是出於本能。一個連自己都騙過了的人，你還能要求他對你坦白什麼？　　他們不喜歡歇斯底里，不喜歡痛哭失聲，不喜歡安慰別人也不怎麼喜歡被安慰。因為他們懂得，誰也無法真正理解另一個人。　　天平，其實是很獨立的一個星座。他們在霓虹燈影裡微笑，在燈火闌珊處寂寞。他們叫你懂得：孤獨的最高境界是繁華。

accurancy is like 98%
lol. :D

P.S. i'm afraid to lose this.

):

2009-10-27T21:32:00.004+08:00

do you know.
deep down within.
somewhere somehow when someone brings up your name.
i cant resist the urge to find out how you are doing.
how are you, what you've been up to.
and when those familiar songs comes up.
when i think back about those memories.
i realise. it still hurts. not as much as before, the feeling not as strong as before.

but somehow. it still hurts to that bit of extent.
that extent where i'll still think about you.

then i always remind myself.
you are no longer who you use be.
not the one i knew.
not the one who will hold my hand, listen to my grumbles, cheering me up.

it was different ever since something changed.
was it you ? i dont know.

perhaps the reason why i still cant let go of that last bit is because we didn't talk it out.
didn't make it clear. i never got to know why and what happened to us, what made you changed so quickly.
never got to know when those phone calls, messages stopped coming in. when you had turned away when we walk past each other along the corridors. when your replies started getting shorter, until it got reduced to just one word or just dots. when your heart no longer beats as the same frequency as mine.

the only regret i have is not being able to give you more, and showing my care in perhaps a way that you didn't like.
now, i just hope you can take care of yourself, find someone who will treasure you and achieve your dream.

i'll move on from here. today is the day where i've ever written all these true feelings that i've botteld up inside.

today will be the day i end all those remaining love i have for you.

P.S. just not meant to be.

i dont like this.

2009-10-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

i hate it.
hate it when this feeling comes over me all over again.
seeing friends that you never want to lose, never want to drift apart, friends that you want to keep throughout your life, being upset yet have to act nonchalent about things.
hate it when i start to despise myself, for having so many "if only"s over and over again. telling myself, "why do you never learn ?".
hate it when there's nothing you can do but just simply watch as things happens the way you dont want it to.
its the feeling of helplessness. when you dont have anyone/anything to fall back on.
the kind of uncertainty, the words you cant promise but yet you want to make someone feel better. or even yourself.

its just too much for me to handle and sort out. perhaps i'll take the backseat from now on.

P.S. remorse & regrets.

joke.

2009-10-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

haha. i think its funny cos initially i was thinking of making my blog private.
but after i looked at my blog now, i think its alrady private cos no one comes anymore due to my lagggggg updates.
whoohoo~!

hahaha.

anyway. feeling really f up cos promos was really screwed. like S-C-R-E-W-E-D.
there's still one more econs paper to go though. sigh.
chem was like madly difficult and i only take H1, i dont really want to think more.

1033. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

P.S. spare me.

pointless.

2009-09-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.
alot of things are happening.
i want to be nonchalent, i dont want to be involve.
and thats how its gonna be. happy birthday.

4 days to promos.

P.S. i'm studying.

cool facts ?

2009-08-10T13:54:00.000+08:00

went out to do SL ytd.
tiring like hell. got alot of things crapped up in the morning and i was really apologetic. though it wasnt really me who caused all the craps. ):

went out to bugis to bai bai with family ytd.
after that went iluma with daddy, mummy and weiwei cos sis went pa tuo-ing with her center parting boyfriend.
walked around and they had the LG crystal phone show going on !
the phone's design is really cool my gosh.
the keypad is awesome ttm.

when to eat dinner after that at this asian thing restaurant.
i thought it was okay but daddy dont like.
and finally daddy&mummy are not having a cold war anymore.
phew.

and for the cool fact that my mum told me.

- DO NOT. shave your leg hair during the 7th month. cos she say she heard from the radio that 1 hair can block 7 ghost. (my god. me and my sis were laughing like mad on the car. then my sis say those that went for permanent hair removal how ? die loh. HAHAHA.)

- DO NOT. wear red during that month. cos they like to follow bright shirts. so dont be a victim. (then my newly bought adidas red jacket how ? D: i think is just she dont want to wash my jacket for me then like that say one. hahaha. but she claims that its true so, hmmm. listen to her. LOL !)
__________________________

i feel pretty much screwed up now.
suddenly got alot of work to do.
and things like no one's taking initiative including me.
which i'm feeling quite concerned.
i dont know why i've became like that.

sigh. i didnt use to be like that.
cos it makes me feel weak and useless i dont know why.

perhaps its time to take a step back.
perhaps its time to really prioritise my stuffs.
perhaps it shouldnt be perhaps anymore. it should be must.

P.S. weak ?

true

2009-08-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

I LIKE ! HAHAHAHA.

BACK TO BLOGGGGGGGGGGG.
hahahahha.

like its pretty dead, but yeah. i know my readers will come back.
hehe. if i have any. :DDD
anyway, had the national day celebration ytd !
pretty fun even though it was damn hectic and i was madly tired.

slept at 3am the night before and had to wake up by 5.30am to go school !
DAMN EOM. hate it ttm. grrrrrrrrr.
but yeah, i manage to finish it ! 576 words !
i'm so proud of you ye yimei ! HAHA.
okay that was pretty dumb.

anywayzxzxzxzxzx.
i must say good job to the house exco !
i think they put in their best and i can really see that.
a major event is not easy to plan ! no matter what happened i just want to really comment them on putting in so much effort and stuff. (:
i know alot of things are going around but oh well. derrick talked alot to me and i think their performance and effort have got nothing to do with those stuff so yeah.
saying all these things are just my true feelings not just some crapzxzxzxz to suck up.
guilt free ! :D

WENT TO SUKI WITH MY LOVES YTD !
suki changed alot ! the food and stuff. now got cheesecake on the belt !
so cool worzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. hahahaha.
we ordered so many things lah ! so awesome.
then me and jiaqi like took photos of ah ting when she fell asleep but she deleted it. D:
but we talked when she was sleeping ! hahaha.
and we like tricked the other table into eating the damn gross dessert cos we dont want to eat.
and huiling ate it ! yaye. LOL !

after that went to jen's house to study.
ended up fb-ing ! ._.
then we crapped and played around with our hair.
so funny. huiting the chun li. LOL ! love it.

True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak

Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true

Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
___________________________

nice song ! i like it ! :DD

went studying with cassan at compasspoint.
we went bk at first then cos got nobody then we took this big table.
but i started to feel guilty so i asked her to move to the smaller tables.
but she dont want ! then in the end lunchtime got so many people keep pointing and staring at us. i had to keep pulling my hoodie doen my face to hid it.
LOL. so i sincerely apologise to those who wanted to sit on that table, we moved as soon as that slowpoke finished her burger. HAHA.

came homw after that and the first thing i came home was to see my parents after a quarrel.
they didnt speak to each other and my mum's mood was damn foul and my dad was like a sulkly little kid who refuse to eat dinner.
it all started cos my my that brother.
everytime his fault.

cos after dinner i quarreled with my sis too. over him AGAIN.
then i went into my room going to close the door and i was so angry that i didnt realise my foot was in the way ! >:(
i like close th door on my foot and now its got this HUGE BLUE BLACK ! D:
horrendously painful.

alright, i'm tired.
been feeling really shagged and practically just lazing around these few days.
after my MCs and sick leaves. ):
NEED TO STUDY !

54 MORE DAYS TO PROMOS.

still need to go do SL tmrw at compass at 9am !
must be punctual, cannot oversleep cos i'm a responsible girl.
HAHA ! true what ! hehe. :D

but it means i'll miss my doraemon show at 9.30am ! ):
eh its nice okay. shall go study with niang niang and chunli tmrw !
lol.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. plan X failed obviously. D: D: D: D:

when everything starts to pile.

2009-07-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Superman

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird.
Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home
Ill never see

It may sound absurd but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away away from me
Its all right
You can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy or anything

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of meInside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream
Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy

Its not easy to be me.

P.S. i just want to be myself.

watch !

2009-07-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

DAMN FUNNY PLEASE.
LAUGHED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
:DDD

P.S. MYE IS WORSE THAN EATING BITTERGOURD.

study madness.

2009-06-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

went out with ah bra chus to study st compass KFC today.
the breakfast porridge is nice ! :D

could only eat that for breakfast since my throat bled internally for the week.
having pretty bad sore throat.
but getting better due to strepsils !

anywaaaaaaaaaaay.
today was pretty fruitful, if you didnt count the time when i was whacking the table cos of the damn chem questions.
i didn't dare to start on maths. yes, DON'T DARE TO . not dont want to.
i looked at it and i felt afraid.
yeah, imma coward.
D:

IKEA trip with exco was superb.
:DD really loving them more and more.
hehe. funny like dont know what.

tomorrow's daddy day !
i really dont know what i can get for my daddy.
maybe i can buy him a dress ?
then maybe he wouldnt want then i can have it.
HAHAHA.

alright, evil thoughts brewing up.

i dont mind giving up the scholoarship.
why do i have to be the top 50 and take a H3 by the end of the year ?
it doesnt make sense.
i didnt sign up for this, it wasnt my decision.
to sum it up, its totally atrocious.

gotta go, uploading pictures.
YES, KUEHKUEH, YOU ARE NOT SEEING THINGS.
I'M UPLOADING PICTUREEEEEEES.

LOL !

P.S. i'm running out of time.

tons of work.

2009-06-08T13:38:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY WATCHING BOF !
:DDDDD

damn it, felt quite she bu de to finish the show.
D: but please, its nice like dont know what.
go and watch if you havent !

went clarke quey with cassan that day to study.
why go such a weird place study i also dont know, but nevertheless, its was fun.
(:

LOOKING FORWARD TO IKEA TRIP ON WEDS !
LOVE the 32ND EXCO !
coolness, shall get my sharkie. hehe.

anyway, to ah kueh and eileen and people who wants to whack me cos i keep never upload my photos,
I'M GOING TO UPLOAD IT REALLY SOON.
i promise. *crosses my fingers.*
HAHAHAHAH.
okay lah, i already transfer everything to the comp alr, so uploading shouldnt be slow.
look forward to all your unglamness ah !
:D

OH, and i really like playing the guess the song game with my 0933 girls !
its pretty fun, you guys should try it.
hahaha.

ANYWAY, HERE'S A JOKE.
once, there were 3 guys who got lost in a jungle.
they then met a group of cannibal who threatens to gobble them up.
however, they were given a chance to save themselves.
the cannibals asked them to go into the jungle and find a fruit and bring back 10 of them.

so they all went and the first man came back with 10 apples.
so the cannibals said, "if you can stuff all 10 apples into your mouth and not drop any of them out, you will be spared."
but apparently no matter how hard he tried, he cant even stuff one.
so he was eaten.

then the second man came back with 10 strawberries.
so the cannibals requested for the same thing.
by right the man should be able to do so as when he stuffed in the 8th berry, his mouth still had space for the last 2.
but then, suddenly he burst out laughing and the strawberries dropped &he was eaten as well.

so the 1st and 2nd guy met in heaven, and the 1st guy said.
"hey ! you could have been spared ! why did you laugh ?"
and the 2nd man replied.
"i was almost finished stuffing all the berries but i couldnt take it anymore when i saw the 3rd guy coming back with 10 watermelons !"

haw haw haw.
I FOUND IT FUNNY CAN.

I LOVE STICKY SWEETS !

P.S. looking back on the things i've done, i was trying to be someone.

如果我变成回忆.

2009-05-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

如果我变成回忆

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你
槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你
槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记
&i realise. those memories still lingers, still hurts. but i dont know why too.
P.S. GO AND LISTEN. ITS DAMN AWESOME. :DDD

disappointment.

2009-05-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

it should not be like that.
things seemed okay at the start, why did the whole team became like this ?
where did the things we learnt during the camp go ?
where's the perserverence ?
yes, i do admit that i feel tired too.
but i'm not giving up.
so why are you all giving up ?

come on,
if there's anything, we can slove it.
say it out, lets get things cleared.
why make council your cca when all you do is dread when you hear GM and meetings ?
why still stay on when you arent even interested in it and you think you are being forced to do things ?

it maybe just you, you think.
but when you start talking, everyone will get affected too.
where's the confidence ? where's the faith ?
we promised we'll stay together.
so whats going on now ? cant we work together ?

we are nothing as 1 comm or as only 1 person.
its only when we come together, that is when we really shine.

dont just keep complaining, think of solutions too !
thats the only way you can change council into a place where everyone is happy !
whats the point of talking about it within yourselves when it will only cause the team to break down ?
why not make it better ?
why cant we be like before ? where's the faith, the trust, the care ?
so you still think there's no such thing such as care&concern ? you think its all an act ?
you think it was all to gain/achieve or for a reason ?
if you really think so, then think again.

"dominace", "only them", "they big what !"
thats what some say. but have you seen whats behind the scenes ?
often, we only see whats visible to us, but we never think deep into things.
we never bother, we just thought what we think.

i believe everyone is working hard, everyone is putting effort.
i dont doubt that.
but when there's a problem, we solve it. we dont let it continue and roll into a snowball.
why let that happen ? any purpose ?

you may be scolding me or commenting about it after reading this.
but thats all i feel.
i'm not pushing all the blame away and saying i've got nothing to do with this.
i know theres a problem.
with me and everybody.
thats why i really really want to solve it.
not because we have to work for another year and council will fall if we dont.
but because i WANT us to be united, to be frank, to be truthful, to feel happy.
its just that simple.

believe it anot.
its up to you.

you may talk behind my back, talk bad about me for posting this.
but i refuse to remain silent, cos i dont want us to end up crumpled and smashed.
we started as ONE, and we should end together as ONE.

i do have my serious times.
not just the face but inside.

i really want to see us work out.
i really do.
i really really do.

P.S. its not just for show.

OH !

2009-05-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

& I'M CREATING A LIVEJOURNAL TO SEE AHTENG'S POST !
HAHAHAHHAHAH.
:D

P.S. ahteng said she'll let me see her private posts ! hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE !

2009-05-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE WONG HONG REN !
hahahahahhaha.

that dumb baboon is like seriously noob can.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

anyway. (:
we prepared a surprise for eugene and limxi today !
[even though limxi's birthday is like how many million years ago but ALAS. ]
bought presents for them ! :D

okayeeeee.
shall update on stuff.
went to MOS with ahteng, puipui, chiehling and cyn last week !
we were like seriously craaaaping there.
talked about lots of rubbish like relationship and SEX.
LOL. ahteng lah ! dragged us until that topic !
HAHAHAHAHHA. :X

then went swimming on sunday wearing evelyn's it-looks-like-my-family-inheritance swimsuit.
LOL.
&we just love to see cynthia swim. :DD
&evelyn's "DONT WALK SO FAR AWAY !"
&cynthia's "i want suana ! suana suana !"
the day was uber enjoyable though. (:

&puipui.
dont feel sad inside anymore alrights, it will be better soon. (:
and most importantly, we'll be there for you !
i still want my meatballs date.
hahahaha. love you like hell alright !
:D

TO BBGT.
hey girls ! i think you all did well like seriously.
dont be upset ESP xixi cos your niche dream lost.
hahahah. but there's always next year !
i'll remain faithful and do my best as president of BBGTFC !
((:

TO MY 32ND STUDENT COUNCIL !
it's a tough period for us, but come on !
lets hold on and get through this together !
nothing is tougher than council camp i guess. haha.
and EXCO, [:
i think we're doing well currently. lets strive harder to be even better.
i have high hopes for us, and i believe we can achieve that !
jiayou ! :D
_________________________________________

life is getting boring like seriously.
other than those craps in class with eileen&jinle&limxi.
&evelyn&cynthia & the whole bunch of crazy girls.
&
other than those happenings in class like.

evelyn : "WHAT THE HELL~"
mr ng : "EH ! SHHHH. why like that evelyn ! *gives the creased face* dont be so crude !"

AHAHAHAHAHA.
like seriously whats the matter !
then.

ouyang : "evelyn, whats the... *what ever question i cant rmb* left or right ?"
evelyn : "hah? hah ? hah ?"
me : " PSSSST. RIGHT SAY RIGHT RIGHT." [i didnt even know too. hahahahha. ]
evelyn : "RIGHT."
ouyang : " really ? you sure ?"
evelyn : "*turns head* who he talking to ah ?"
ouyang : "*faints* WO BU GAN LE !"

*LAUGHS.*

hahahahhah.
like seriously funny.

council has been keeping me busy like dont know what.
but life's better with the 32nd around (:
miss my girls alot, but i know we'll stay the same no matter what !

i really need to practice my maths. i need to catch up with work. i need to be more harworking. i need to contribute moe. i have to put in my heart and soul in everything i do. i have to stop this kind of thinking. i have to improve my grades. i cant let people be dissapointed in me. i need to restablish my targets for my future. i need to uphold my image and position.

i have so much things to do i dont even know where to start.
just push me down the stairs and tell me its an accident, i wouldnt blame you i promise.

i've got to get real. superficial people are common. and i guess thats just sth i've got to learn to adapt to. :/
damn. i'm starting to miss those stuffs. again.

ALRIGHT.
got to reach school by 8.30am tmrw.
AND WE ARE GOING TO THE PERANAKAN MUSEUM FOR PW TMRW !
WHOOPIE ~

I FREAKING MISS ZHONGHUA ! like missing them for 78454864151548415 times each day.

P.S. 就算是笑中带泪我也无所谓.

can you feel my world.

2009-04-19T13:13:00.000+08:00

can you feel my world - 王力宏

你只喜欢我微笑你决定我的需要
我要怎样说才好我不是为你制造

关心像是泥沼拉住我往下掉
还是漂亮口号诱惑你的视角
你把我的喜好随便删掉变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑 (不能满足于拥抱)

can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造
can you take my hands 真诚你会感觉到
can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好你才觉得我重要 (我一点都不重要)

你只要我有礼貌其它假装看不到
我要怎么说才好当我的情绪低潮
关心像是泥沼拉住我往下掉
还是漂亮口号诱惑你的视角
你把我的喜好随便删掉变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑
(i keep coming back for more)

日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷为什么
只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变得越来越小跑不掉逃不了
怎样面带着微笑怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉
怎么嘴嘟着好严肃这不是哭着就好
什么旋律在我的脑袋一直转一直绕
意志力一直撑着我再一次祷告帮助我
__

P.S. this is such a freaking nice emo song.

betrayed.

2009-04-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

yayeeee.

donated blood together with neo kaixi today !

met nabilah & jianfan there.

we were all laughing yet screaming the whole time can.

then in the end nabilah went first, follwed by jianfan, then me then kaixi.

but jianfan finished first ! then kaixi ! then me ! then nabilaaaaaaaaah !

LOL. &the nurse said i got fast flowing blood.

cheat my feelings. roooooar.

my middle finger still hurts until now, when its just a little hole.

kinda grossed out when i tried to lean forward to touch my packet of blood & the nurse stopped me cos i'll like pierce the needle into my elbow.

i dont know what i'll do if that happens seriously.

cos screaming wouldnt be enough by then. hoho.

this week's voting week !

judgement day's on saturdaaaaaaaay. (:

kind of want this week to be over FAST.

haha.

ANYWAY,

went to support the table tennis team ytd !

they played really well lah seriously.

why never find them go act the ping pong round show.

TMRW going again ! yayeeee.

watched "KNOWING" with jamie, elysia, april, wee kit, rama, clarissa, chin pei and zi yuan !

its pretty good, just that the ending is like #@$^@#$%^&^%.

where got aliens suddenly come out one !

ROAR. feel like setting lions on them.

lastly.

JIAYOU NY TABLE TENNIS TEAM !

see lah mingliang, i got go then win alr right !

HAHA.

&I REALLY LOVE THIS CHEER.

好球 *clapclap*

我喜欢 *clapclap*

再来 *clapclap*

一个 *clapclap*

AWESOME RIGHT.

wait till you hear louis's version.

LOL LOL LOL.

P.S. hoho. I FOUND IT ~ :DD

woots !

2009-04-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

well.
had GM today.
which the 31st talked to us about the petition stuff.
i just want to make it clear to anyone who's seen the petition and has got wrong idea about it.

its beacuse they've went through so much with us, and we really want to see them being in the 32nd.
thats why we came up with the petition.
some of the word usage might be wrong.
we used the wrong methods.
but our intention was good.
so, we had already reflected, and we have learned from this too.
we will progress from this lesson and become better.
(:

aaaaaaaaaanyway.
yeah, hello fellow schoolmates.
my name is ye yimei and i'm from 0933.
i'm a happy girl and i dont bite. :D
i hope you can give me your votes cos,
i'm running for president ! (:
so please vote for me if you think i'm a good choice.
MY CAMPAIGN NUMBER IS P3 !
hahaha.

GOT MY NEW EZLINK CARD YTD !
&what the piang !
THEY USED MY PRIMARY ONE PHOTO.
the one with shinning cheeks and mushroom hair.
they actually used that photo !
but i think its more "seenable" as compared to my primary 6 one.
haha ! (:

ouyang was really funny ytd ?
cos i couldnt really remeber what happened.
but he wrote.
"am jio" on the board.
then we were all like ? whats "am jio" you think you "pang leo" is it ?
then we carried on with the "am chio" become "am jio" joke.
you "am jio" and "pang leo" and at the same time eat "xiang jio" [ suppoe to be "gim jio" but became "xiang jio" from TAN JINLE. HAHA ! ]

*"gim jio" = banana in hokkien.

anyway, got to hand in first PI draft by tmrw.
&the best thing is.
my PI is in my thumbdrive.
AND.
my thumbdrive is with FONG JIAQI.
AND.
FONG JIAQI is having training until dont know what time !

ROAR.
i swear i will bite her tmrw.

blabbered a lot of stuff which i cant remember just now.
i just kept ranting and ranting.
zzzzzz.
i feel so mentally tired.
i guess the aliens invaded my brain just now.
:O

its just her excuses.
let her do what she wants.
even if it stabs me more than once.

P.S. hello, i'm ye yimei from 0933 and my campaign number is P3. (:

it hurts.

2009-03-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

i feel like banging my head on the wall/floor/toiletbowl or wherever.
sick ever since came back from SC camp.
first was sore throat, fever.
then lao sai god came too.
now got block nose&cough.
damn.

today's lessons was pretty fun.
esp econs where ouyang's comments cracked us up like hell.
best was peixuan's "hello mr na." super awesome joke of the day.
laughed and laughed.
then i left one part blank. so he wrote "the blank for me to fill ? yaye. fun. (: "
lol ! humourous. :D

the after school rotted with jinle, lim xi & eileen. eileen taught me AP&GP !
why she can do i cannot ! must be doraemon give her the ans from the hole.
hehe.

went for council briefing next then went home with wei tien, chin pei, clarrie & jen in ! [:

wanted to be alone on the way home.
&i thought about stuffs that people said, stuffs that i said.
decided that somehow jy's words makes sense to me now.
and he totally pintpointed my weakness, which i didnt realise until now.

it hurts to know what people really think.
what they've said behind you or what they've done.
but its only until then you realise what you've been doing all along was hurting.
and like what you dont like people to do to you, you wouldnt want people to do to you either.
&its the only chance you can grab to change those doings.

as i can only say, reflect & learn.

P.S. it may be a tough way to learn, but its the only way i learn.

still feeling tired !

2009-03-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

council camp just ended on sunday.
but if you can see, my face still has the word "cui" written all over it.
the camp was super duper cui, but awesome !

didnt really do alot of pumpings, but did alot of running.
haha. like have to do alot of things within the time limit.
&we kept requesting for time extentsions. which wasnt a good thing.

but alas ! all of us pulled through as a team ! and i feel so bonded with the nominees now. (:
its like you really have to go through hardships together to really understnd what is the meaning of team. :Desp during the long hike to mac reserviour. and night walk !
i didnt scream or blow my whistle, but nevertheless i was feeling super crunched up inside.
like i had to sing songs to keep me from my fear.
even though no one jumped out, but the fear of your surroundings is enough to make you stop and run away. its really the feeling of helplessness and emptiness that scared me.

but still, camp was AWESOME. (:

then had the J2s campaigning day today.
my speech didnt really quite make an impact cos it was quite formal.
but hope i'd be able to get votes. haha. GIVE ME YOUR VOTES !

B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 B22 !

voooooooooooooooooooooottttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeee for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'M YIMEI. NOT ERMEI OR SANMEI OR SIMEI. BUT
YIMEI.

hehe.

&DAMN. i'm loving bigbang more and more each day. <3

GOODNIGHTS. I NEED TO COMPLETE ECONS.
THANKS TO MR OH SO YOUNG WITH CENTER PARTING. D:

P.S. i'm still filled with regrets.

pretty weird isnt it ?

2009-03-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

dang it. below is the eng translation of bigbang's haruharu. loving it. :D

TRANSLATION
Leave
Yeah,
Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind (say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because
I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day
(eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him,
(so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Repeat Chorus]

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby I pray for you

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye
___________________________________

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
this is so so LOVE.

(:

ytd was NYJC's the one concert.
garnered lots of supporters from zhonghua to support cynthia !
really proud of her.
:D

as usual, zhengyong and gang were being their usual self at the back of LT4.
haha.
it was a good thing only the last two rows were left.
if not alot of unglam doings of them will be exposed.
:DDD

finally realised what yunsheng meant that time.
its wasnt until they came ytd that i realise what was missing at NY.
really miss those days where we would laugh and do unexpected things without looking left&right to see if anyone saw.
dang. i really miss them. ):

nevertheless, school's still fun with classmates and friends.
esp that day when juliana ang didnt come and we had 3 hour half break straight !
went mai dang dang.
made new bf with ronald. (:
nice wide smile and big eyes.

OH ! big eyes.
i think someone will love ronald too.
HAHA.
yes its you. dont look around. thats right, its you.
:DDDDDD

going for council camp next week.
._.

hope i will come out alive.
guan yin ma bless me.
:D

rain rain rain.
raining makes yimei a moody girl.
:O

P.S. why did you have to bring that up ? damn it.

petrified.

2009-03-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

i hate mrp !
for a moment last night, i was really scared.
this disgusting project has got me thinking about it for 3 weeks.
i've never met anyone like you before
yet i still cant thinkof how to start it.
and i didnt know how to deal with the whole situation.
its not just a simple matter of abc.
you messed up everything and changed people's mind.
it takes up 5%of our promos !
i may seem to be nonchalent everytime.
& i really cant afford not to pass GP.
however at that moment, i was really petrified.
GONE.
but we will show you, our bonds isnt that easily torn apart.
P.S. damn mrp damn mrp damn mrp.

fabulous photos.

2009-03-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

introducing - FOODY ! :DD [ he's a bat who can tranform into a chicky. [: ]

cross country was suppose to be held ytd,

but thank guan yin ma it rained, so it was cancelled !

went to vivo with beloved 0933 after that. (:

i'll let the pictures do the talking !

cynthia&evelyn.

evelyn looks like xian dan chao ren. [:

SHUTTER SPECS !

at river island.
still at river island. whats with the two plaits !

eugene holding my la bi xiao xin biscuits. :3

it was raining heavily inside daiso.

santa & his cancer patient. ((:

my beanie became a shark attack.

i wonder what she was staring at.

stop looking at me, so what if i'm flat. i love to smile. (:

perfect eyesight.

THANKS FOR THE FINGERS.

lollipops !

nazreen with sexy figure ?

stop that you above. yes you. i'm just eating my lollipop.

nazreen : "i want to work at NUM ! dont care !"

me&evelyn.
i have big single eyelid eyes. :D

what ? picking a fight ? at least i can run away, you cant. naninanipoopoo.

anyway, went to queensway after that with evelyn the LOL to buy her shoes.

walked for like 2 hours plus cos she kept seeing other things that she like.

hahaha. like we can laugh about the cwo shoes for 10 mins doing nothing.

at least it was fruitful, cos she bought a pair of roxy sandals and nike sports shoes.

not to forget a cup of corn and cheese tofu stick. (:

the aunty was super slow in preparing our corn. so slow that we felt like running into the stall to make it ourselves.

:DDD

we took a walk around anchorpoint mall after than then took 147 home which was quite a big mistake but a fun ride cos we talked alot and joked on the 1plus hour ride home !

OH. i bought a kinder joy. new pakaging and super yummy !

&the best part is the toy look like mustafa !

FUNNY LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT.

i mean seriously, it looks like him. no offence no nothing, it just looks like him.

laughed and laughed and laughed.

hahahahahaha.

we went to the class tee shop to check out prices and designs for class tee too.

below are the pictures we took for class pullovers/jackets

the uncle said he can make class tee and jacket/pullover for us at $40 altogether !

take a look at the designs.

above is the jacket design. we can pick other colors for the jacket and the hood thing.

this is the brown design.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rags1969/1729465069/in/set-72157603030015933/

go to this website for fabulous photos.

his photography and editing skills are just amazing.

seriously. it'll make you feel like buying a nikon camera.

viola !

i'll go do my mrp then.

*spinning away.* [ i dont know why spin too. ]

you call me a stranger,

you say I'm a danger,

but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,

i'm broke and abandoned,

you are an angel,

making all my dreams come true tonight.

P.S. we will stand strong together no matter rain or shine. (:

its different.

2009-03-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING THE DAMN MRP AND PI !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

P.S. disgusted.

do you have time to spare ?

2009-03-01T15:33:00.001+08:00

yellow yellow.

huiteng - yupps ! but i cant draw to save my life. so we have to do some simple thing eh ? haha.
peixuan - <3 foody foody ! i'll give foody my addidas shoes some day ! LOL.
wan xin - yeah ! hope i'm really the hero. haha.
evelyn - CONGRATULATIONS ! you found my blog. LOL. (:

anyway, starting to think what huteng said is right.
the more you put your words in small fonts, the more people will get attracted to it.
LOL.
shall make it invisible next time.
hehe. :x

then people will start to highlight my whole post.
HAHA.

anyway.
doing the damn gp project.
on what are the govt views or perceptions towards the poor, sick and gays ?
LOL.
THANKS EUGENE.
love you for giving me such an easy task.
cos the website isnt exactly showing what i want.
instead they are asking me whether i'm looking for gays, and gave me the website.
- -"

think i'm doing mumbai attacks for my mrp.
yeaaaaaaaahh.

maths = yucks.
i cant figure out how to do questions on the AP&GP topic.
grrr.

stoning infront of the mats worksheet with the rain pouring outside makes me moooooooooooody.
but i still like the rain. (:

suddenly kinda miss life in zhonghua.
&edmund finally said he miss me a little bit ! like turning my pencil case upside down. ._.
hahahaha.
): starting to miss EVERYONE.

&my timetable isnt really great cos i cant meet up with my lovelies. D:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

&wuhuan is forcing me to say i love eeyore !
OMGZXZXZXZX.

LOVE WESTLIFE&BSB.
they rock since i was primary 1.
hahaha.

it isnt weird, its just your imagination. [:
why is it that i get things wrong everytime ?
yes, yes, yes. i know what you're gonna say.
TOLD YOU SO.

P.S. You make the loneliness all just disappear. :DD

i need imbah brains.

2009-02-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

was suppose to watch movie today with a few of them, but in the end was cancelled due to lunching in the canteen.

haha. actually i also dont know what had happened.

like the mood for movies just suddenly *poof* and gone.

hahaha.

anyways, today during econs they announced that they are bringing us to new york and washington !

:DDDDDDDD

&DADDY SAY CAN.

YES YES YES.

shall go apply.

cool shit manzxzxzxzx.

ehhhhhhhh.

shitty lah. i havent choose my MRP doing on what event yet !

RAWR.

thats bad, bad, bad.

and i need to go DB tmrw.

i dread waking up early. seriously.

yawns. D:

i dont know what i'm thinking most of the time.

not to mention understanding what i'm typing or chatting.

i'm afraid of things that i shouldnt be.

i'm just getting myself into some deep shit now.

darn, darn, darn.

thinking of how to make 0933 more bonded. ):

but things wouldnt work out if it goes on like that !

what am i to dooooooooooo ?!

too little time, too much things to do.

i just hope i'm doing things right as a ct rep. D:

ended up playing ball and tennis with my loved bballers !

&the guys team lost to cj today !

BY 2 POINTS !

jiayou jiayou !

TIRED.

BYE.

CONCLUSION FOR THE DAY : I TOTALLY PAWNED MYSELF RIGHT IN MY OWN FACE.

P.S. 世界也太乏味, 仍需要编的很美.

roar !

2009-02-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

omgzxzzxzx.

just look at top's face !

its not that hard to like him really.

hahaha.

anyway.

i havent been blogging for a really long time.

haha.

yep ! school's started. hectic and stuff, but with friends around, nothing can be better.

my classmates refused to believe that i'm from china !

no china face for me. D:

LOL.

orientation was quite cool.

given the fact that we actually went to sentosa and had disco night.

0933 ! :DDD

even though we only have 2 guys. lol !

whatever, at least my classmates are love. <3>

things about 0933 !

- we cam whore almost everyday. before pe, after pe, in the toilet, out of toilet and where ever you can think of. HAHA !

- we have only 2 guys but we all get along pretty well together !

- the girls dont bitch. (: [ there were exceptions though. LOL ! ]

- we get super high for no reason. :DD

- i have funny classmates.

- we all like to be nice-smelling. [ with all the victoria's secret sprays, body shop sprays, dove deodorant. 0933 people are forever nice smelling. teehee. ]

- i love peixuan's foodie ! or whatever you call that. HAHA.

:DDDDDD

had a greaaaaaaaat time in gp today.

haha ! eugene was as usual being super funny in class.

and i mean super funny. :DD

me and zoey were being super retarded.

we kept rowing boat in class. HAHA.

retarded but i likeeeeeeee. ((:

&i dont get whats with my ct. he forever keeps informations a secret.

always refuses to tell us. bite him. :D

OH.

and i finally fufiled my wish of being the class chairman since i was primary 1.

LOL ! but actually all i really wanted to do was to shout "class stand" and "class bow".

in the end turns out that the attendance taking and stuff like that all comes in a package with the chairman title.

THEN IN JC DONT NEED TO SHOUT "CLASS STAND" & "CLASS BOW" ANYMORE ! DD:

sadddddd.

anyways, today pe was funny lah.

dont know why from jumping steps we started to shout N-Y-JC.

then slowly we lead the other classes in the jumping tempo.

then huiteng kept slowing me down. HAHAHA.

hahaha.

stayed back to do pw project with evelyn, li shan, yi juan, crystal & cynthia today !

even though we ended up crapping and laughing.

sigh~ to think in the end i still ended up at council.

i really really liked dragonboat you know. but parents. damn it lahhhhhhh.

then judo, not really my game.

bball, i really would like to train with the 4 of them for 2 more years, but the passion is just not there anymore. :/

woah. went for DB training ytd !

I CAN FEEL MY ABS.

LOL LOL LOL !

ABIT ambitious eh. ABIT only lah.

hahaha.

i cant believe i'm actually really going to join the "the one" competition !

wow.

thats so shocking. i bet my voice will tremble like hell on stage.

LOL.

OH OH OH.

today after school me and evelyn was in the girls toilet.

then we saw this piece of shit not flushed in one of the cubicle.

then i was like suggesting,

"lets take a picture of the shit, then paste the pictures all around school.

title will be. "PIECE OF SHIT FOUND. OWNER PLEASE COME BACK TO THE TOILET TO CLAIM IT AND FLUSH IT AWAY PLEASE.""

HAHA.

OKAYE.

I'M TIRED AND MY BRAIN IS MISSING.

BYEEE.

P.S. just dont let me see you and it'll be fine.

i'm tired lah.

2009-02-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

its only the third day of jc and yet i'm really tired.
partly is due to the fact that i have to start sleeping early again.
when i used to sleep at 3am for the past 3 months.
i'm seriously serious. i sleep at 3am everyday during the holidays.

sigh~
lack of sleep, not understanding lectures = mental breakdown.

i cant sleep until like 1am or 2am each day.
unless i make myself really tired in the day, so that i will fall asleep at night.
can i have a on/off button instead ?

zzz.

anyway, school has been a bore these few days.
esp since this week is academic orientation.
filled with torturous eye-closing lectures and talks.
&i'm still thinking about what cca to join.
even though coach asked me to go down for badminton tmrw.

but actually.
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING.
i dont know why too.
somebody show me the reason please~~

as in. of course must choose a cca that i like, with the fear that i might end up in some quack cca.
student council attracts me, but i have my other goals.
O.O

hahaha.
anyway.
bought uniform today.

DADDY SAID THE COLOUR IS UGLY.
):
actually i think so too.
LOL.

and the button is sooooooooo hard that my nails broke while buttoning in.
- -" the button at the very bottom. the quacky one.

one good thing is NY uniform already has a band fixed in the shirt, so we dont have to secretly use bands.
yayeeeeeeeeeeeee.
only thing left is the house tees.
i wonder what house i'll get into.
hmmmm.

made new friends in my og too !
see my personaily, no problem de lah.
LOL LOL LOL.
abit bhb eh.
I DONT CARE ! hahaha.

todays cassan's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA CHUA ZIYING !

&naughty yizhen is planning to pon GP lecture tmrw ! TSK. teeheeeee.

alrights.
i'm tired.
nothing much to blog about until orientation starts. :D
OH. welcome captain fong jiaqi to our big family in NYJC.
heh. sounds weird.
nvm.
LOL.

P.S. give me a reason to smile.

nyjc !

2009-02-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING NYJC !

i found out that alot of primary and secondary kids are going there.
so its going to be a reunion !

:DD

YAYE.

anyway.
i hope i can wake up by 5.30am tmrw.
zzz.

THANKS TO TAN YUNSHENG.

see ya ! :DD

P.S. okay okay. i wish that all appeals will work. (:

sudden funny vibes.

2009-01-16T02:48:00.000+08:00

YIMEI[: &afraid.
i shadnt laugh at you anumore

YIMEI[: &afraid.
*anymore

you dance under the question mark,
anumore

YIMEI[: &afraid.
D:

YIMEI[: &afraid.
now you laugh at me

you dance under the question mark,
no?

YIMEI[: &afraid.
.___________.

you dance under the question mark,
next year zhonghua orientation

you dance under the question mark,
ANUMORE

you dance under the question mark,
'the right in the wrong'

hahahaha. okaye. private joke, alright if you dont understand.

OH.
&i think it was damn lucky of me to check my choices after typing.
cos i typed in nationals jc instead of NY.
so i would have most prob went to SA.
LOL.

which isnt exactly a bad thing.
):

p.s. please dont let me regret. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

outing with ong neh & zhexuan !

2009-01-16T02:12:00.000+08:00

OH YAH. went out with shihui&zhexuan ytd the ytd.

hahahahahaha.

zhexuan treated us to swensens !

:DDDD

we didnt order alot lah ! aiyah. wasted.

LOL.

anyway. i'm going to like spill out this damn funny no brain joke of shihui.

HAHAHA.

cos we walked into the creative shop in PS.

then shihui saw this thing beside the mp3 for 24bucks.

then she thought it was the mp3.

&she kept pulling me and ask me to buy for her thinking that the mp3 is damn cheap.

&the REAL MP3 COST LIKE 78BUCKS.

best thing was it was right beside the mp3 cover which cost 24bucks !

chicken little was like damn paiseh after that.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay thats random.

anyway.

I LOVE BIGBANG~~~~

okayokay. i think my brain sorts of screwed up at this hour now.

i'll go unscrew it.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. 我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉, 还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效.

results & after results.

2009-01-16T01:44:00.001+08:00

AFTER RESULTS.

TRIP TO THE NATIONAL GEOG IN VIVO.

LOVE SHOE.

went to look for shoes to buy today with yitong, cynthia and jiwei.

went to novena to find yihang first. made a made a bear and gave her for birthday ! she didnt look too surprised though. hahaha ! hope she likes it !

then we went queensway without yunsheng to find shoes for school ! &we found out that jiwei is like damn on that type of people. cos i saw this damn nice converse shoe. then i told jiwei that it'll go with her ny uniform nicely. so i asked her to try. so she tried. then she pass the shoe to the shop guy. we thought she was going to return it or sth but she BOUGHT IT !

like damn fast decide. we havent even look around yet lah. hahaha !

SIAN. shouldnt have shown her the shoes now that i'm going to NY too. LOL LOL LOL !

yeah anyway. i've alr sent in my choices. (:

wah love. there's an ant crawling on my hand. zzzzzzz.

anyway. i really like the shoe as shown above. should i get that for school ? as in. does it go well with my NY uniform ?

yaye yaye yaye. i still havent buy bag only. WHAT CCA SHOULD I JOIN ?! BADMINTON ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIHANG ! :DD

p.s you are my old old daddy ! hahahaha.

sec one camp + ny immersion + C.A.N ! = TIRED.

2009-01-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZXZXZXZX.

this week was damn hectic for me.

i had my sec one camp on monday & tuesday.

it went pretty well thankfully.

except that the hall games was a bit screwed up on 2nd day without val.

hahahaha.

weds, thurs & friday i had ny immersion.

was pretty cool.

DAITIANYANG ! :DDD

LOVE alina's hand for blocking zaki's face ! LOL LOL !

MARTY 3 !

anyway. the 3 days were tiring but made alot of friends. (:

went for this youth olympic C.A.N run today to help out with liyan, honyi &sohleng.

IT WAS DAMN FUN.

hahahahahaha.

cam whored the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee day.

thanks to lydia ! &she told me that her brother is the wei wo du zun the caleb.

LOL. my used to be supporting idol for that show.

alright. i dont feel like posting when the spacings looks weird.

shall post tmrw !

btw. i'm really scared about results day.

freaking freaked out.

i'm serious.

P.S i cant promise i wouldnt tremble when taking results. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

<3 china.

2008-12-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

I LOVE CHINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

aaaaaaaaaaairport.

2008-12-09T08:10:00.000+08:00

i hope the weather's not gonna be too cold in chinaaaaaaaaa.

cos my nose cant it.
flying off soon. (:

byeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. my bro wants to cut off my nose. - -"

CHINAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2008-12-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

CHINA TMRW CHINA TMRW !

LOL.

if anyone wants anything can tag at my board.
there got internet access lah !
hahaha.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.
join my sec one orientation camp 2009.

:DDDDD

happy birthday jiejie !

2008-12-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHADY YE YIPING !
yah lah yah lah. love you lah.
hahahaha.

i'll pretend to forget your age.
LOL.

i dont know what i'm thinking.

2008-12-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

i dont know what i want.
i really dont.

whats wrong with the world ?!

2008-12-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

i really dont understand people nowadays.
like hey ! whats your problem ?
whole day "kan" you "gan" you "humji" you "boji" you and stuff like that.
i dont understand half of the words they are using.
LOL. &its like.
not cool at all ?

ahlian calling people ahlian.
god damn it.
what the hell is happening ?
stealing, scolding, smoking, sexing[idk if there's this word. but who cares ? you get me (: ].
whats next ?
hey ! it all starts with "s" ! - -"

i just dont understand whats going through their mind.
come on, what gives you the right to take stuff that dont belong to you ?
please. think about what you will do if it happens to you.

anyway, above are just personal thoughts.
___________________________________________________

stayed at home for like the whole of this week.
recuperating.
been having cough, flu, fever on and off for weeks.
D:

i'm boooooooooooooooooooored.
counting down 5 more days to china.
sigh~

moomoos mehmehs here i come !
i hate waking up everyday to smell the fresh smell of cowdungs.
urgh !
btw. its in pails okay ! cos it is fertilizer.

i want show luo's stuff !
but its only on sale in taiwan.
zzz. - -"

busy typing out proposal for sec one camp.
yucks ! i thought i dont have to do this anymore.
arghhhhhhhh.

&whats wrong with the world ?
esp with the mumbai bombings and kilings.
imagine finding yourself hiding beside a granite.

i'm too exhausted now to really understand what i'm typing.
but well.

at least i'm going ikea with huiting and friends tmrw !
yayeeeeeeee.
my favourite place in the world.
hahaha.

i think i'm weird.
i like places like airport, ikea.
as in. i really really like.
i will go there for no reason.

lol-ness.
i remember myself hating the word "lol"
but i'm using more often then others now.
hahaha.

&god damn it ! i dont know why i keep using god damn it.
oh. - -"

okay. i shall change.
the above sentence looks quite contridicting heh ?

oh man, its been long since i posted one of my didi's joke.
i happen to have one today.
take a peek. C:

today when i was fetchong my bro from his badminton session,

brother : "jiejie ! i know japanese ! watashi.. watashi.. watashi SASHIMI ! [ "i'm sashimi." you know whats sashimi right ? its that raw fish. ]
me : huh ?? you know what it means ? [he looked serious. so he was not joking.]
brother : "yah. sashimi's my name. i'm sashimi."
me : "oh. sure." [laugh like hell]
brother : "why ?"
me : "nothing. oh yah ! mummy say when you get home must quickly go bathe okay."
brother : "huh ? whyyyyyy ! i dont want bathe ! btw. whats sashimi ?"
me : "its raw fish lah ! STUPID leh you ! dont know then act cute !"
brother : "ohhhh. wth ? and i dont want bathe ! sashimi dont use soap to bathe !"
me : "okayokay. since you are sashimi, then later you go home can use wasabei as soap and rub over yourself then wash with soya sauce lah. dont need clean somemore, easier to eat."
brother : laugh until he fell down.

LOL.
that was when i laughed and laughed while he chased me for "making" him fall down.
hahaha.

http://www.imeem.com/people/zH-9bWp/music/4DUEbFzU/bigbang_haru_haru_chipmunk/
FOR ALL BIGBANG LOVERS.
its quite cute. haha.

by the way.
I'M PAINTING MY ROOM RED.
yeaaaaaaaah babe.
its this red.

ALAS.

P.S. yeah right. treasure it after you've lost it. pearl oriental.

bigbang is loveeeeeeeeee. [:

2008-11-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

DANG ~

i dont want organise camp lah !
tmd. everything's damn screwed up.
i dont even know how to start organising lah.
how to when i dont have any info AT ALL.

$@$%&*^%#

oh. anyway.
sorry i'm late ziyu.
but.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LAI ZIYU !
finally. hahahaha ! :DDDDDDDDDDD

couldnt post on the 21st due to the fact that i was at the funeral for the past 4 days.

anyway.
granduncle passed away on tuesday.
my mum&daddy and aunties&uncles cried and cried.

i mean.
yah. it was really quite sad to see them like that.
&it was quite scary actually.
to really see death in the face.
and to see granduncle lying in the coffin motionless.
and when he was sent into the thing to get cremenated.

i dont know how to describe the feeling.
but you'll understand if you've experienced it.
&just start to understand how fragile life is.

sigh~

i like bigbang.
okay thats super random.

feeling super stupid now cos when i was trying to get into blogger just now,
i typed "bloffer"
and the page came out to be some woman wearing black lacy undies.
and i didnt realise so i kept pressing refresh.
and the same thing came out.
then i got fustrated and was on the verge of smashing the comp when i found out what went wrong.

- -"

anyway, i think today is yanchang's birthday too.
so.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHUA YANCHANG !
:DDDDDD

P.S. B to the I to the G to the B to the A-N-G.

psp psp psp ! yaye !

2008-11-18T12:33:00.000+08:00

finally got my psp !
:DDDDDDDDD
loves.

wanted to get red.
but no stock~!~!

WHY THEY DONT WANT IMPORT MORE.
mailto:%5E@$#&&#^$@&*

anyway, went back council camp ytd.
was quite fun.
was suppose to go back today.
but got fustrated with comp stuff and the mood was gone.
LOL.

&val came back with her ah gua hair. hahahaha ! :X
&ziyu with her 3 hours nails.
&anthia with her "i brought FBT but i dont want to change into it."
&phy with her yang guo hair.
&kezzie with her beloved guitar.
&casey with his act cute shirt. LOL.

&actually i sort of miss school.

SIAO. what am i saying.
okay. but i dread taking results.

sec one camp 2009 is screwed up shit lah !
damn her, everything also her fault lah.
everything also dont allow.
organise sai can.
&i havent even started.
@#$%&*^%$#@

listing - chores for the day :
wrapping books for my stupid little bro.
entertaining my stupid little bro.
playing with my stupid little bro.
&strangling my stupid little bro.

:DD

i want BIGBANG album.
i want RAIN's new album.
i want JJ's new albummmmmm.

why cant my dad open cd shop ?!?!

LOL.

anyway.
gtg to fufil my first chore of the day.
BLAH.

&i shall get back my psp from my brother's hulk hands later.

ultraaaaaaaaaaman.

P.S. i cant take those craps anymore.

life's great. with friends. (:

2008-11-13T23:24:00.001+08:00

went to party world with kezzie & phy to fufil our long time promise.

hahaha.

was pretty fun.

after singing 4 hours of k.

we went kezzies house.

her dog, maisie is SUPER CUTE.

and super guai.

PLAYED GUITAR HERO.

OMG. ITS SUPER FUN.

SUPER SUPER FUN.

then we took damn alot of photos.

kezzie&phy can sing damn well lah.

zzz.

kezzie can play the guitar and compose songs !

lalala~

and phy can shoo frogs really well.

i'm serious.

LOL.

inside joke.

anyway,

went to play badminton with huling, huling's friend & cassandra ytd.

played for 3 hours straight.

i think i broke my back.

hahaha.

now damn pain.

P.S. hello. i like my dino specs.

not in the mood.

2008-11-11T21:58:00.001+08:00

i dont really want to take sec one orientation camp again.
rather pass it down to shaun.

and crash it.

:DDDD

TIRING LAH.
$@#@^*%^$($%#$%

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate results daaaaaaaaaaaaay.

you know.
its after o's.
its after o's.
its after o's.
its after o's.
its after o's.

and i dont know what to do.
really dont know what to do.
like so what if o's is over.

OH $#$&$^%.
my brother just came in with his freaking toothbrush in his mouth and he bloody hell dropped it on me !
WAAAAAAH ! %#%&*@$#%

I SMELL OF MINT.

anyway where was i.
oh right.
o's.

ANYWAY.

I'M FINALLY GOING BACK TO CHINA AFTER 8 YEARS !
WHOOHOO~

&YES I'M FROM CHINA.
made in china rather.
came here when i was 8 months old.
so STOP TELLING ME THAT I DONT LOOK LIKE A CHINARIAN.

i think i've lost my sense of humour.
arghhhhhhhh.
okay thats random.

gonna change my blogskin and blog soon.

ciaos.

P.S. i like IKEA.

revived.

2008-11-08T02:06:00.001+08:00

just wondering.
if anyone visits here anymore ?

finally left one more paper.

its been a long struggle.
a really long one.
and so much things happened.

i guess things arent going to be the same no more.
thats just life i suppose.

whats with the happily ever after ?
students now a days do not have such thing such as happily ever after.

OMG.
i think i was just on the verge of typing a essay debating on the subject !

well anyway.
i think i must have stepped on cow dung or sth.
cos i've been having bullshit days now a days.
to begin with. i lost my memory card.

LOST
A 2CM MEMORY CARD LOST.
2GB. HAS PHOTOS, CONTACTS, VIDEOS, MUSIC IN IT.
IF FOUND PLEASE CALL 92959999.
reward : i'll tell you after you give me the memory card.

okay the number's fake. the first 4 numbers are correct though.
so if some weird person calls you and ask if you have a friend who lost her memory card and a handphone backcover.

ITS MINE !

feel like screaming out loud.

B-I-G-B-A-N-G.

P.S. LOVES SURVIVOR GABON.

prelims over ! a relief.

2008-09-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

prelims are finally OVER !
but this means that the countdown to olevels has officially started.

25 days more.

to the final struggle.

guess i'd be celebrating my birthday without presents or celebration again.
shall just spend next saturday dating gorbachev or newton.
its alright. i'm used to it. lol.

COME ON ! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT ! grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

P.S. Success is that old ABC. Ability, Breaks and Courage.

looking out for you ! [:

2008-08-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

decided to put a little countdown board there at the side to constantly push myself.
but i dont think it'll be of any use anyway, since i rarely log online nowadays.

THEY ARE NOT SHOWING PUSHING DAISIES TONIGHT !
D:

saaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
its okaye though.
since i havent watch last week's episode.
but i recorded it down ! shall watch it now.

if i can get the tv set that is.
there's no reason why i cant get to watch my favourite tv show with 3 televisions around the house.

shit. i need to stop slaaaaaaaacking.

btw. thanks jen for the bbq ytd !
was really fuuuuuun. ((:

PS. edward cullen in the movie is not as handsome as described in the book. - -"

rot.

2008-08-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

hell yeah.
been. 2 months since i updated.
HELL YEAH.

ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS.

8o more days left to olevels i guess ?
*shudders.

before i start.
i just wish to say sth.

aunty, thank you for everything.
just hope you'll be happy now.
i'll miss you.
_____________________________

i'll keep my promise too.
well. it just makes me wonder how vulnerable life is.
treasure is the word i guess.
treasure not only yourself, but the people around you too.

went for SAJC's open house today with weiling, liyan, shiyuan, camelia, chiehling and jiwei after our geog ssp.
makes me want to study !
met up with kengchong & ernest lala.

kengchong joined ODAC [outdoors activities club]
and ernest joined canoeing.

COOL RIGHT.

the school itself is not bad, and the CCAs are quite attractive too.
got a shoebag and a super cute and small water bottle.
the fun part was.

liyan's shoebag, the first one, was spoiled, so we decided to go back and change a new one.
THEN. the second one. which the student councillor there said is okay,
spoiled AGAIN.
hahaha. we kept saying she's not fated to go SA.
LOLS ! :D

their rugby team looks damn zai.
and kengchong keeps showing us his face when we jokingly told him we were looking for eye candies.
hahahahaha.

actually what really attrated me was their school's ambience and stuff.
the people there are friendly too. but as what shiyuan had said, who wouldnt be on open house day ?
i mean during our open house we also smiled and smiled to the gong gong P6-ers then when they came in already we dont smile and smile to them everytime anymore.
just another tatic to attract students i guess.

the CCAs were interesting, in a sense that they have much much much much much much much much much much more sports CCAs than our school. [OBVIOUSLY]
OH. their school's student council investiture is damn cool.
they had the investiture at C.H.I.M.E.S ! i cant remember how to spell but yeah. its like. wow.

and their SC only got like. around 40-50 councillors.
compared to us.

SAJC : ZHSS
45 : 80++

yeah.
like double of ours.
but lala keeps insisting that their art people are weird. - -"
and i may be taking art stream. ZZZ.

btw, whoever's interested in SAJC can borrow the leaftlets from me.
(:
we didnt stay till the end, even though i wanted to join in the cheers and mass dance which was at around 3pm.
felt hungary, so we went off to eat.
_____________________________________________________

investiture officially marks the end of the 5th student council.
i wasnt really sad, in a sense that it means i'm free from all the workload and stuff like that.
but it seems like time passes really fast, it feels as though i just became vice-president yesterday.
i'll definitely miss the 4 years though.

however, the contridicting thing is.
after today's vist to SAJC, i cant wait to start JC life.

i mean. to me its like a new phrase. like a new beginning.
feels like the day when i first wore zhonghua uniform and stepped into the school.
its like a whole new thing that awaits me. something that one part of me wants to do it straight away but the other side, couldnt let go of what i have now.

weird isnt it.
i just hope i get into a good jc with lots of friends.
brandon sim got into VJC through IP programme.
&cos he knows i want to get into VJ too, so he was like saying, hope to see you next year.
and ms ong wanted me to promise that i will get into VJ too.
but before i left SA today, ernest said the same thing too.
"SEE YOU IN SA NEXT YEAR !" lol.
i'll do my best then.
sigh~

OH YAH.
guess what.
I FOUND BACK MY BELOVED BADMINTON RACKET AFTER 2 YEARS OF SEARCHING !
i was practically kissing it when the guy returned it to me.
it cost 9obucks mind you.
but the main thing is not the money of course.
they kept saying its as if i've found my boyfriend. haha.
xD

most probably i wouldnt be blogging so regularly due to sickening prelims.
too bad for any inconvience caused.
HA !

alright. on my way to fufilling ms ong's promise. LOLs.

P.S. I MUST SCORE.

random.

2008-06-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

&my brother was asking me just now.

him : "jiejie, what will you do if you saw your last time friend on the road next time ?"
me : "i'd tell him/her to get off the road, what the hell was he/she thinking, its dangerous."
him : "I MEAN, okay, on the streets."
me : "say hi lah then ?"
him : "if he/she is someone really shou with you leh ?"
me : "THEN TALK MORE LAH ! if not say what ? hello, since we are shou, can i have you for lunch ?"
him : laughed and laughed for 1 hour.

realised that my brother is easily entertained. he can even laugh when he jump and lands on my stomach in the morning to wake me up. - -"
weird brother.

no wonder i'm not like him.
HAHA.

P.S. chou chou chou. (:

woots~

2008-06-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

rots.
i havent updated the blog for so long.
infact, too long.
so long that i almost forgot the password just now.
lols.

oh my godzxzxzxz.
i suddenly feel like going US sudy !
dont know why.
- -"
just a random feeling.

almost done with homework, which is a good thing i guess.
but have been drinking coffee for the past 2 days.
2 big cups. ytd was starbucks, today coffee bean.
tmrw supposingly going gloria jean's.
lucky cancelled. if not i'll be like jiaqi like that.
HAHA.

the enviromental thing was fun.
we could have won, with 9400++ points when those who won got lesser than that.
think is cos we came back late. - -"
damn it. if not we could have won.
me and clara were like ouch ouch, pain !
then jump here jump there.
MY SHOELACE WENT INTO DRAIN WATER ! )':
only mine went in. D:
oh shit. didnt take photo that day ! daaaaaaaaaaaaaarn.
should have taken a photo of clara and my wet hair and shirt.
so cool.

mr kelvin tan's death was shocking.
it somehow woke me up.
got me thinking.
like we can lose anyone at anytime.
&we might not have alot of time left.
wow. thats scary.

still thinking about what shiyuan told me that day.
super funny. hahahaha.

&I'M STILL TEMPTED TO POST HUITING'S PHOTO.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
:DDD

oh yes !
sentosa was fun !
i cant believe they say i got darker ! its only one daaaaaaay.
the sand was sure hot though.
mamamia~

i want buy slam dvd. blaaaaaaaaah.

P.S. time passes so fast. too fast. he's already 18 ! gawdddddd. <3s

happy birthday !

2008-06-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIWEI ! :D
you dont know my present right.
hahhaa.
;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YE JINGWEI !
though he is overseas, but then.

mum&dad&weiwei's in china now.
having their happy holiday.
while me&my sis got to stay at home.
washing our own clothes and cook our own meal.
not to say its not good but.
its tiring.
- -"

went to celebrate jiweis birthday today !
very fun. ahahahah.
:D

mr gavin lee is leaving.
today was his last day.
he nearly cried when we showed him a video and shouted we love him.
LOLs.

darn sad. ):
dont want him to leave. D:

no mood now.
dont know why.
noooooooooooo mooooooooooooooood.

prince caspian id DARN NICE.
i think edmund is damn cute can.
peter also. its quite funny.
BLAH.

i dont seem to be speaking0typing right today.
think i should just go to sleep.
-.-

P.S. that was just a dream.

kite flying (:

2008-05-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

"i think this is a really cool house."

&my brother said it looks like transformer. - -"

LOL.

its seriously darn cool i think.

"a old woman being buried for so long still not dead yet. are you trying to be a mummy ?"

this came from a girl in shenyang.

she said this cos she couldnt play with her computer game as connection was cut off that day.

she's refering to the sichuan people that are buried.

those whom she thinks causes her not to be able to play her games.

i read it and i was like.

WTH.

so irresponsible of her.

anyway. went kite flying with my sister and cousin after interviewing the probation councillors ytd.

wanted to go vivo with huiting and cassan they all.

but interview ended late.

THE KITE REFUSE TO FLY UP !

no wind. ):

i ran and ran and ran.

without realising that the kite was being draaaaaaaaagged by me all the way.

sigh~

suddenly got this idea.

i think bballers should have a picnic !

COOL HEH !

YEEEEEEEEAH.

agreeable ? if yes then LETS CARRY IT OUT !

it'll be so fun ! whoohoo~

went out for dinner at suki !

(: salmon salmon.

&i missed the charity show. ):

I MISSED LIN JUNJIE SINGING !

D: suuuuuuuuuuuuper sad !

goodluck to those having chinese olevels tmrw !

P.S. 一转身才发现，空气里面，依旧飘散着记忆的气味。

narnia !

2008-05-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

oh yah.
&i cant wait for narnia ; prince caspian to come out on 29th may !
cant wait cant wait.

:DD

-edited-
just suddenly thought of this thing in the middle of the night.
that day i was talking to huiling when we were going home.
and we were talking about JC and stuff.
so i asked. will we still be as close like now when we get to JC ?
she replied. definitely.

and that just somehow makes me feel so. -> :D
in a sense its like.
just. relieved to hear that. somehow i cant explain why.
i guess thats because they are THAT important. (:

which explains why i'll wake up in the middle of 3am to blog.
lols.
__________________________________________________

feel really sad for the sichuan people.
felt like going over as a volunteer.
its just so saddening, to see fifty thousand people dying.
there's this story too.

a woman was found in a weird position when the volunteers found her.
she was kneeling, with the hands on the floor.
the volunteers found it weird, so they reached into her arms.
and they found a baby, still alive and not harmed at all.
lying peacefully there.

they found a handphone in the cradle, it left a msg typed by the woman.
it writes.

"baby, if you are alive and seeing this, you must know that i love you."

the msg is sth like that, i cant really remember.
but yep. it just.
really sets me thinking.

...
____________________________________________

just read through yile and jasper's blog.
sorry cousin, i find it very funny. hahaha.
i dont know why. its kinda cute though. :D

&i went to yuting's blog.
i looked left, saw the "sexy underwear" word.
then looked right at the post, saw the "i'm going to kidnap the baby if i..."
somehow, my brain generated this sentence.

"yuting's going to kidnap the sexy underwear if she has the chance."

hey i'm totally serious here !
and i kept laughing.
LOL. :DD

goodnight !

oh. &i want to get into huiting's blog, but i dont know the url.
so YO ! huiting. if you are reading this, kindly leave the url behind.
PLEEEEEEEEASE. hahaha !
(:

P.S. i went to reread the whole series of narnia books okay ! C:

class photo with fringe ! finally ! (:

2008-05-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

"SAME FACE !"

i think this photo is super funny.

its when we are preparing to jump then huiting the photographer took the picture at the wrong moment.

hahaha !

its like both of us got the same face !

LOL.

i'm probably quite stupid to disclose this photo because it looks stupid.

dont ask me why.

i just feel like posting it.

hahahahahha.

anyways. i just realise everyone's got a rainbow on their msn.

and after vanassa's explanation, i finally know why.

cps they say msn will donate 20cents to sichuan.

[NO JOHNER, ITS IS NOT WHERE I COME FROM.]

i come from fujian can ! dots.

LOLs.

so i put 2 rainbow. maybe they'll donate 40cents then.

learning carnival was so fun !

whoohoo ! best learning carnival ever.

WHOLE DAY TIMED PRACTICE.

should have asked the presidential canidates to include this in their speech.

"if i am the president, i will let the whole sec 4 level do whatever they like during the learning carnival. &they only need to come to school to sing the natinal anthem and take the pledge."

then i bet most of the sec 4s and 3s will vote for them.

LOL.

but i mean seriously, its super boring.

although they've tried to make it intersting for us by putting in those lab stuff.

but its still boring.

OH. and i realise all kids are the same.

cos when i was in the toilet just now i heard this girl saying,

"wo ming bai, wo ming bai. wo zhidao, WO LIAO JIE. wo liao jie ni yao shuo she me !"

like. excatly what i say.

hahahaha.

yah. in my toilet you can hear people talking.

sometimes got free karaoke.

but free stuffs are not always of good quality so. yah.

you get my meaning.

thats why i bathe so fast sometimes.

hahaha.

went out with yeo huiting, fong jiaqi, desiree ng qixin, clara pak jia yin & lim huiling on friday.

went j8 to eat and walk walk.

they watched movie, and desiree went for dental, me and huiling went home.

poor cassan&jen&kim&yuhui have to stay for lit fiesta.

LALALA~

but actually i wanted to go and watch.

hahaha. but no one wants to go with me, so too bad.

i bet it was fun anyway.

shit, my brother is back.

i can hear him saying,

"yuan de bu neng na, yuan de cai neng na."

._.

yah. so dotzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

lol.

&huiting, you are welcome ! :DD

&shuling, i<3>

&ziyu, i am not lah ! not like you ! go webcam lah ! hahahhaaha ! =X

&wenxun, thanks !

&yile, YAH LAH ! why never come ! hahahas. YAYE ! speed racer !

&we took class photo alr !

THIS YEAR WITH FRINGE !

AND I FINALLY NO NEED TO SIT ON FIRST ROW ALR !

YAYE !

shit my brother's coming in.

BYEBYE.

P.S. my brother just gave me a half eaten MCchicken. he insist that my mum ate half when he has cabbage hanging from his mouth. -.-

hur hur hur.

2008-05-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

"beneath the hood lies someone new."

FINISH PAPER ALR ! YESSSSSSS.

btw. thanks eugenia hou yifan for blogging for me.

*gasp* YOU GOT MY PASSWORD !

wow.

actually is i give you one lah.

LOLs.

geog today was.

hmmmmm. do-able.

hahaha.

darm stress during exam period.

thats how stress i was. &yes i tried to cut the ribbon off.

cos the ribbon looks so. so.. speechlessly disgusting.

my brother took the photo cos he happen to be in my room.

then he was like darn excited and showed it to my dad, my mum and my sis. - -"

WATCHED SPEED RACER TODAY !

OH MAN. its like darn cool. like the cars go vroooooooooooooooooom. LOLs.

of course lah. like got what car go blub blub blub one. hahaha.

and anyway got my rain leh ! of course can.

hahahhaa.

lamguoyang still say nt nice. say ironman nicer.

i still steelman can. LOLs.

watched speed racer with jiaqi, clara, huiting and cassan.

then we damn crazy. we went inside the shop and keep trying on hats.

hahaha !

craaaaaaaaaaaaazy.

cant stand it. dont know whats the problem. my mum keeps !^$#&*@@!*# beside me now.cos my stupid brother. he hit me lah, then also my fault. ANYTHING LAH.

OKAY, MY FAULT MY FAULT.

P.S. hur hur hur. not funny can. GROSS-ED OUT. it is painful. but what can i do ?

i'm keeping you alive!:D

2008-05-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO everybody(: i'm eugenia! helping yimei to blog:DD since her blog is so dead, so i've decided to help her blog. see,yimei! i put JIRO there for you! don't know what to blog about. exams for me have ended, except for listening compre! she still got chem spa! so, good luckkk YYM and hope you'll do well for your exams. 'cos i know i'm going to do uber badly! believe me. but i think you'll do well. so jiayous and i'm going! at least it's alive. i'll come more if i have time! hahahahas. okieeee seeya yimei&everybody!

iloveyimei x333

ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE!

busy !

2008-05-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

"we are all equal at the starting line. no one's gonna stop you from winning the race."

TADA ~

i think recently i keep meeting ahlians and bengs.

lols.

is that kind SEE WHAT that kind.

like so. - -"

think they very cool.

PUI.

please ! move aside.

btw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNER !

so it was still lies after all.

...

i hate this feeling i hate this feeling.

i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i HATE.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.

&its alright. none of us were in the wrong.

P.S. 如果我做不到，请原谅我。

- -"

2008-04-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER.
got anything just say lah. still mmmmm. disgusting.

determination.

2008-04-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

=]*

cant stand it.

probably cos its the mid-year period,

everyone's stress.

but is there like a need to vent your anger on other people ?

its not like you dont know me right.

look, i was just playing with you.

so you angry then can take it out on people is it.

fine, brother.

darn.

expected L1R5 : 9 - 10

if i achieved that most probably should still be able to get into VJC.

anyway, thats the target that the school had set for me.

not the target i set for myself.

but mine is somewhere around there also.

so yah, makes not much difference.

went for night study for 2 nights.

first night totally screwed. nothing went into my brains.

yes i have brains.

2nd night, well, at least i did maths.

which is like so cool.

i dont know why.

i shall study the conflict of sri lanka and northern ireland.

&perhaps democracy and diplomacy.

oh man, its darn long.

- -"

&wow. i failed one subject for common test 3 !

flunked chem by 1 mark. - -"

totally like "oh my gawwwwwd" okay.

cos i usually fail more than 1.

okay, i'm improving, but not alot.

but i hope i can improve more.

havent get back geog, but i really hope can score.

giraffe crossing.

thats what my brother's friend said for his oral.

giraffe crossing.

LOLs.

okay. shall talk about not so boring stuff.

just randomly felt so weird.

i dont know why.

- -"

recently bballers sort of.

not as close. maybe cos of exams and stuff.

but now becomes like one group here and there.

lunch together also seem like so hard.

i dont know. it just doesnt feel right.

perhaps all of us are just too busy.

but anyway, they are still <3s.

i know what all of you are trying to do.

&i know you all mean well.

thanks alot. (:

&thanks cassan for ranting with me that day in library.

helped alot. your rantings were pretty fun to hear too.

LOLs.

feel like studying already.

the mood is coming.

serously, i'm determined to score for mid-years and of course o's.

i dont want anymore regrets.

there's too many already.

GO SEC 4s !

LETS SET THE NEW RECORD FOR O LEVEL'S RESULTS !

AVERAGE L1R5 : 9 !

HEAR US ROAR !

*ROAR*

shit.

i'm getting a bit off track.

LOL.

i just feel like running.

run away from all the things.

run to a place where no one knows.

i know. but i dont want to know.

i really dont want to know.

- 我是中国人。

P.S. a million words not yet said. & never will they be heard of again. 真的好痛苦。

remain silent.

2008-04-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

越爱越难过

说说你为什么
为什么要走说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后多么痛
多么的难过别越爱越难过

Do Do Re Re
Mi Mi Re Do Do Do
Re Mi Do

说说你为什么
为什么要走说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖
大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后多么痛
多么的难过别越爱越难过

然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来做

如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过

Do Do Re Re
Mi Mi Re Do Do Do
Re Mi Do

___________________________________

CHEM-ING.

later got death note 2 !

yayeeeeeeeee.

my room is super messy now.

cant stand it.

stepping down soon.

sort of cant wait for that day.

cant wait for o'levels to be over.

shit.

i cant get into the study mode.

stuuuuuuuudy.

"taken before cassan ate 20 plus cream puffs. LOL."

P.S. promises that were meant to be broken.

nothing last forever. i should have known.

trusted and broken.

2008-04-13T00:49:00.001+08:00

"the best thing in the world is below."

i'm tired.
sick of worrying about test and the results.
worrying about all the exams.
but i guess that's what sec 4 life is all about.

this week is as usual the same.
except that i didnt go school on thursday.
cos after nafa that day then suddenly got very high fever. then throat infection.
stupid. and doctor scolded me. say why i still went for nafa. - -"

thats the only exciting thing that happened this week i guess.
or maybe if you find this interesting.
went out for lunch with bballers as usual on friday.
except that they forgot i was going i think and they went off first.
and they waited at bishan bus stop for me.
hahahaha.

oh. sports day !
bball won first for cca !
council won third !
yaye. (:

i think my class tee and council tee is cool.
red ! <3s

time for weiwei's stupid actions corner !
one fine day.

MUMMY: "YE JINGWEI ! tell you how many times to hold spoon in one hand and fork in one hand when eating right ! learn NOW !"

WEIWEI: *gives that stupid face* "okaye."
*holds fork in one hand.*

MUMMY: "WEIWEI ! YOU DIDNT HEAR WHAT I SAY IS IT ?"

WEIWEI: "but...but i'm holding what !"

ME: *laughed and laughed.

sometimes i really dont understand some things.
maybe its my thinking that changed.
maybe i'm just blinded by stuff.
but i think when the trust is broken,
its gonna be hard to gain it back.

别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
就算了吧坏人我来做

P.S. drop the act and cut the crap.i hope she's the one for you.

craaaaaaaaaaaap.

2008-04-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

PATSY'S COMING !
AH HAHAHAHAHA.
gonna see her beautiful face in 5 more minutes worzxzxzxzxzx.
LOVES.

blog laaaaaaaaaaater.
STAY TUNED FOLKS ! :D

P.S. SHUT UP LAH.

cool stuff. (:

2008-03-22T12:20:00.001+08:00

CAUTION : nerds above.

PHOTO OF THE DAY.

"buy physics tys ! it's good for killing brain cells and you'll become like me ! in 2 days time."

no phone ! ):

2008-03-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhh ^%@$%&*%$*#$.
my phone got sent for repair AGAIN.
jiejie brought it there ytd.
so i didnt see any msges or received any phone calls since ytd.
so sad worzxzxzxzxzzxzxzxz.
- -"

so, sorry if i didnt reply your msges or didnt pick up your call.
cos I CANTTTT.
&i think today suppose to go yuhui's house to do sth.
BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE AND WHAT TIME TO MEEEEEEET !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i dont have any contacts !

oh man.
its horrible without a phone.

ANYWAY.
last week was a busy holiday.
had council camp on friday and saturday.
morning part was. well. not entertaining.
but afternoon had games.
WATER GAMES.

&i dont know who, i forgot who,
POURED THE WHOLE BUCKET OF WATER OVER ME.
so obviously i was drenched.
because i was drenched, i decided to stand under the hot sun and spread out my hands to get dry.
after around 10mins of untolerable heat, i was pretty dry.
and the best part was,
THEY HAD TO DO IT AGAIN.

zzzzzzz. - -"
THEN, night walk came.
me&jacob was in the toilet.
chingmay was outside.
CHINGMAY IS SCARY OKAYE.
jacob was acting scary. - -"

then when they came in, cos it's very very dark inside.
so me and jocob will then jump out and screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam.
THEY GOT SCARED LIKE SHIT LAH !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

but one of them very bad !
she say,

"is that yimei ? sounds so cute !"

I'M SUPPOSE TO SOUND SCARYYYYY, HELLO !

and i gave a motivational speech !
LOLS. join adam khoo. HAHAHAHA.
lalalalaa~

so school was pretty hectic since term started.
cos teachers are like desperately chiong-ing through the whole syllbus.
&I HATE WEDNESDAY.
the day when i happily went,
"class monitors please raise up classtags, councillors please get into positions."

and everyone went HAH ? at me.
then i realise that day got newspaper reading. S:
i was thinking.
"siao liao, later go down confirm die."
then never. HAHAHAHA.
but i got laugh abit on the podium lah.
laughing and my own stupidness. LOLs.

yaye ! thursday, was both a bad day and a fun day.
went to J8 with huiting, desiree, jiaqi, huiling & yuhui.
to study lehzxzxzxzxzxz.
then huiting was avoiding the blue shirt school. cos she dont want let them see her frindge.
HAHAHAHA.
then me and desiree pangsehed her.
we purposely walk into KFC to find ms fong, ms lim and ms chang.
so huiting had to run the subway, the refugee centre.
LOL LOL LOL.

we DID study okaye.
did homework, then after that went home.
huiting and I took 58 to serangoon.
then i send the stupid 5cents sms to iris.
then they tell me bus ARRIVING.
at least huting send still got 2mins okaye.
mine. ARRIVING.

yupps.
so ytd was a bit slacking through the day, after which i finished homework and
PATSY came over ! :D
she taught me the whole chem chapter already.
whoohooo~

and YE JINGWEI keeps singing jj's songs !
AHHHHHHH.
horrible. he goes like.
"yin wei zai...*mumbles*...hou.. shi jie... *mumbles*.. wo[wo very loudly]..wu fa..."

he mumbles cos he forgot the lyrics. - -"
tmrw got S-POP HURRAY !
can see my lin junjie. &got xiaojingteng leh ! whoa.
MUST WATCH.
:DD

that day me and ahbang was talking about shoes.
then suddenly we talked about the brand EVERLAST.
so we said.
"lets make a new brand next time. call it neverlast."
"so the slogan shall be,
"USE NEVERLAST ! THE LONGEST RECORD WAS 2 MINS. BEAT THAT."

LOL LOL LOL.

alright. shall start on my chemistry power point already.
if not meishian will screeeeeeeam at me.
D:

float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.

tikam maseh.

P.S. it's the feeling of betrayal that i felt.

扣篮。

2008-03-11T01:49:00.001+08:00

watched the new movie SLAM preview with coach, cassandra, huiting and yushi just now.

if you havent figured out who's in the picture, its MACHI DIDI.

he is 18 years old now if i'm not wrong.

LOLs. it was really cool when he rapped and somehow he sounds nice in his american slang when he spoke english. hahas !

the "hou zi" and "mouth" were uber funny.

next time never call your child that.

LOLs.

they all said the movie's not very good.

but it is okay to me though.

even though the plot and stuff is quite predictable.

hahas.

coach sent us home next. THANKS COACH ! (:

had patsy over for tuition right smack in the middle of my beautiful morning at 11am.

almost fell asleep. but was nodding throughout her lessons.

she must have thought i understood everything.

went to school at 8am to find out that ssp cancelled. - -"

yes, it does feels loserish.

barney getting zapped by two pikachus and minnie standing at the back being extra as usual.

"baaaaaaaaaaaaarney is a dinoooooooooooosau..u..r.. fro..o..m ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! "says barney. :D

gotta run. (:

P.S. 打不打？

photos !

2008-02-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

guess what we were doing during the camp.

HAHA ! xD

&yes. we ARE sec 4s.

LOSER ! MY NOSE LONGER ! says BOBO.

what cassandra chua will do if she's a monkey. notice the last point.
should rephrase. "create new species. such as a monkey head giraffe body."

OUR MINDMAP ! :DD

BOBO'S BUTT. - -"

desiree's sheep. my EAGLE. NOT chicken.

desiree ng's dinosaur and her finger.

fong jiaqi with tigger and my specs. CHILDISH ! hahahaha.

shufen's chicken with MELVIN AT THE BACKGROUND ! :DD

[why jiaqi's face there also ? LOL LOL !]

P.S. lets treasure our last year together. (:

studyyyyy. D:

2008-02-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

i've been freaking pushing myself for the past 4 days.
came up with a timetable, sticked posters on the wall, tell myself i MUST study.
came home straight after school.
cos i finally realised i'm only left with not much time.
i have to work doubly harder than others to make up for last year.
&i've became super no life.

motivational camp was GREAT.
it was much much better than what we had expected.
trainers melvin&gary were super funny.
huimin is not bad. but a bit trying too hard feeling.
LOLs.
i know i have no choice but to study now.
so yupps. no life and all. at ;east i know its only going to last fpr the next.
242 days ? HAHAHA. yes. i actually went to count.
when you are stressed you do some mental things that even you shock yourself.
______________________________________________________

LET ME TAKE YOU THERE

I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are
I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

I know a place that we forgot
A place where we won't get caught in
They won't know who we are (they won't know, won't know)
I know a place where we can hide out
And turn our hearts inside out
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there
Let me take you there
Take you there
Take you there

Ooohhh
Ooohhh
Ooohhh
Ooohhh

I know a place we'll be together
And stay this young forever
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there
Let me take you there

Take you there
Take you there

Ooohhh

We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there
We can go there now cause every second counts
Girl just let me take you there
Take you there

_____________________________________________

P.S. let me take you there.

happy birthday stupid pig !

2008-02-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG JINXIANG ! :D

14 years old already. but look so old !
LOLs. cao laoooo.
hahahaha. dont poke me hor !
everyday poke poke poke !
make you very happy is it !
hahas.
:DD

cny ! (:

2008-02-09T12:47:00.001+08:00

okaye huiting, i blog i blog.
LOLS !

noooooooo ! today chu san already !
shucks. havent finish homework.
o.O

went out with huiting, ziyu, jen, jiaqi and shaun on weds !
went to j8 to eat cafe cartel. they say i eat until very messy !
where got can !
LOLs. okaye. maybe a bit.
hahahahas.
then jiaqi and jen went home.
so the rest of us went to shop shop.

huiting bought this uber cute eeyor loh！
&she calls it chendol. - -"
why why tell me why.
hahahahs !

after that i did something even i also cannot believe i did it.
WE TRAINED HOME WITH ZIYU UNTIL SEMBAWANG !
wahhhhhhhhhh.
they winner lah.
stand until my legs super tired.

then met up with my class peeps.
they went to play CS.
i just sat at the side to watch. - -"
shao hwee is super noob can !
he dies and dies.
and dies.
HAHA !

after that cos edmund needs to reach chinatown by 5.30pm.
so he got nothing to do.
then he took train with us all the way from douby ghaut until punggol !
LOLS ! crazy kid. in the end he late lah i think.

suddenly think of chendol the face.
AWWWWWWWW. lol lol lol.
so ziyu-fied.

nothing much happened on chu yi.
met up with cousins and basically just sat there to receive angbaos.
realised that zhengyong's friend jasper transferred to my cousin's class in sengkang.
so qiao luh ! then my cousin was like.

cousin : "there's this guy from what what. angg.. li..can ah. transferred to my school leh. HE scored 256 FOR PSLE LAH !"
*3 hours later.
me : " ehhh ! that guy is it call jasper ?"
cousin " YAH ! how you know ? &you abit fast huh."

- -"
i took 3 hours to realise.
LOLs !

that night i lost 3 bucks in black jack.
5ocents each round.
my brother suppose to lose 3 bucks de can.
then he was like.

"jiejie. can i dont paaaaaaaaaaaaay ?"

so he didnt pay loh.
he super cheat de lah !
before taking cards he say he playing 10 cents.
after taking cards he say he playing 1 dollar. - -"

ytd was most fun day !
after a boring morning and afternoon, finally went to axin's house to play.
we started playing mahjong.
then i kept hu-ing lah !
but 1 tai only 10 cents.
so i won 4 bucks only.
my sister kept losing loh. LOSER !
AH HAHAHAHAHA.

then after dinner we played black jack again.
initially didnt want to play. cos i wanted to watch kungfu zu qiu.
but after that just play loh.
at the startiing won about 5 bucks.
then after that i became zhuang.

wah super lucky.
i zhuang for 5 times.
1st time.
alot of them over 21. so they lost.
[ we play is 5 bucks 5 bucks, 1 dollar 1 dollar. ]
2nd time.
BAN LUCK ! so they got to pay me double. (:
3rd time
i got 15, so can run. then give out again.
I GOT BAN BAN ! which is ace ace.
so they got to play me TRIPLE.
4th time.
BAN LUCK AGAIN ! so double AGAIN.
5th time.
they all over 21.
HAHAHAHAHA.

in total i won about 50 bucks.
WOOTS ! ~
ytd was my lucky day can.
darn happy luh.
hahahahahaha.
:DD

my sis lost about 20 bucks luh.
then she say she wore RED underwear.
no use de lah. no use no use.
ROFL.

later jiejie's friends coming again.
then can play again ! whhhooohhhooo.

wanted to go coach's house.
but i got flu, then daddy dont allow me to go. ):
say later go people coming, must stay at home.
D:

so this year cannot go le luh.
watched yu le bai fen bai and some youth concert on tv ytd !
linjunjie & xiao zhu rock like hell lah !
rooooooooock like heeeeeeell.
:D

&no zhengyong, I DIDNT GO BACK CHINA FOR NEW YEAR.
LOLs. he was like asking me.
"ehh ? i thought you went back china ?"
NONONO ! zhiwei go back doesnt mean i have to go back okaye !
hahahaha.

yupps. think i shall go do homework liao.
waiting for my sister's friends arrival.
heh heh. * grins*

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE.

P.S. I <3>

happy birthday cassandra chua ziying !

2008-02-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

btw.
i'm one day early again. - -"
cos tmrw need to study for phy !

HAPPY BITHDAY CASSANDRA CHUA ZIYING !

birthday resolution for you : not to miss the earlier bus 70 so that ye yimei can spent less time waiting at the bustop. &also to eat more mac breakfast !
LOL ! kidding lah !
hahahahas.

enjoy your day !
:DD

P.S. GOOD LAH ! can watch NC16 shows already ! ((:

geog test tmrw ! D:

2008-02-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

YAWNS~
studied for the whole day today okaye !
and my lao pa keeps playing those &*%@#%$^&%(& cny songs.
WAH. super bueytahan. - -"

bad news.
i havent done my homework ! ):
dieeeeeeeeeeeeee.
shall do it later.
:D

i like the song awake by secondhand serenade !
yes lam, i'll send you.
LOL !

anyways.
went out to orchard with shulinglingling on friday. :D
suppose to watch movie one.
but in the end didnt.
cos she dont feel like.
hahaha !
bought this robot necklance with her.

then saw this beanfan shop !
so cooooooool.
shulinglingling bout so much thins that day.
hahaha.

i think people cannot come to me to ask if they should buy that thing de loh.
cos i'll just go.
"yahyah. up to you lah. its nice."
LOLs. thats why we both ended up with so much things.
hope your throat gets well soon !
:D

ytd went back school for amths ssp & class deco !
cooooooooooooooooool.
mrs koh ! <3s

dinnered with papa, mama & didi.
jiejie got birthday party again luh. - -"
then damn funny lah.
cos there was this place selling veggie one.
then you know lotus is grw in mud one what,
so there was this basket full of mud lotus.

*brother = weiwei

wei : "eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyer. jiejie you see you see !"
me : *looks. " no big deal."
wei : "if you dare to touch i give you 10cent !"
me : "10cent? i cant even buy toilet paper can !"
wei : *tries to pull my hand to touch the mud.
me : "okay okay !" *gently touches, so that no mud will get on my hand.*
me : "happy anot ? okaye good. now YOUR turn."
wei : *screams, slowing puts his finger close*
me : *hits his hand*
wei : " EEEEEEEEEEE ! " *shows me the mud on his finger.*
wei : "give you back, give you back !" * chases after me trying to wipe the mud on me.*

in the end i brought him to wash it.
LOLs.

i'm such a nice sister.
hahahaha !
cant wait for neeeeeeeeeeew year !
cos this year's new year clothes is i choose one.
:DD
FINALLY !

blabbers.
tmrw getting back amthas test !
dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
must pass must pass must pass.

"im such cazy brother."

he just typed that okay.
not me.
i suppose cazy = crazy.
LOLs.
good. at least he knows thats he is crazy.
GOOD.
:DD

GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK LAH YEJINGWEI !
now he is please-ing me to type in the "r" for him.
no such luck !
HAHAHA !

P.S. why is it that it still hurts so much ?

yaye ! :]

2008-01-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

changed skin !
this elmo skin so ke ai luh !

HUITING !
I KIDNAPPED ELMO !
HAHAHAHAHA.
:D

___________________________________

杨宗纬洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情

_____________________________________

had amths common test today.
i got first question correct !
LOLS !
not very sure about the others.
&i'm super shocked that i passed my emaths.
got A2 somemore.
O.O

LOLs.
today everyone like bad mood leh.
all ignore me.
D:

yayeeeeeeeeeeee.
new year coming.
i want to paint my room RED&BLACK.
(:

chongshuling dear wants to go out on friday !
watch movie i suppose.
LOLs.
horror movie again !
AHHHHH.

anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAQI & YUHUI !

its late for yuhui & early for jiaqi !
hahahaha.
THEY CAN WATCH NC16 MOVIE ALREADY !
raaaaaaaahhhhh.

hahahahas.
i bought yang zhong wei 's album !
nice nice.
yang chong at the side is nice.
:D
go listen ! go go go !

alright.
think i shall go do my yi lun wen alr.
&jiang hasnt been in school for 2 days already !
got 4 free periods so far.
hahas.

after china buddy went back.
sorta miss her now.
:/

right.
suddenly feel like saying this.
"SEC ONES ARE YOU REAAAAADY ?"
LOL LOL LOL.
ignore me.
got the camp mood somehow.

I WANT TO SCORE FOR O'S ! C:

P.S. i just want to talk to you like before. ):

lalala

2008-01-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

sorry peeps tagging on my board.
i veeeeeeeeeeeeery laaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy reply.
so hello to all sec ones !
i'll reply SOON.
i promise ! :DD

wah seh. that day train-ed home with jinx.
he bully me until i got blue black can.
stupid pig !
and he admits that he looks super old.
HAHAHA !
i look younger than him lah !
LOLS !
xDD

chinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa buddy at my house now.
waaaaah. cool heh.
she wearing this yellow nightgown to sleep.
and i'm like wearing.
a obs shirt & pants ?
waaaaaaaaah.
zhong guo ren jiu shi bu tong.
LOL !
ehhhhh. i also zhong guo ren hor.
huh. aiyah. dont care. :D

went to chinatown, little india & mustafa today.
mustafa was like. so empty.
nth much to buy luh.
just bought 2 motivational posters. - -"

WENT SENTOSA YTD !
woots.
so fun so fun so fun.
next time MUST go there play again !
so cooooooooooooooool.
we finally went to sit the 4D max cinema.
weiling is like so darn paiseh can !
she scared until she hide under the seat lah !
hahahahahahaha.
then she was screaming like hell. - -"

played luge ! fun fun fun.
me : OUCH !
him : sorry, sorry !
me : hahahaha. nvm lah ! actually not pain lah. just scaring you only.
him : - -"
me : heh. why you wear jeans to sentosa one. abit weird huh.
him : cos i change mah. from school.

& yada yada. yak yak yak yak.
we were talking lah.
then this girl from this school, which i shadnt say.
saw then she kept interuppting us then keep asking him questions.
then she did this thing. which is damn OMG.

she was like saying sth about why he holding the handle the round round one above.
then say she cannot touch. then the guy say she short.
so i said. you also not very tall luh. for a guy.
then she rolled her eyes and mummered under her breath.
"you think you very tall meh."

WAH.
then she even. SHE EVEN.
CLIMBED ON TOP OF STH AND REACH TO GRAB THAT HANDLE ABOVE.
THEN SAY.
"SEE SEE ! I'M TALL ENOUGH !"

- -"

i was like.
wth ! want to get his attention also no need liddat what !
cos he kept talking to me then sorta ignored her.
then she really like. keep asking and asking and asking him stuff.
then i abit turn off by her actions. so i didnt talk to him at all after i got off the bus.
LOL. please lah ! interested in him also no need so jin zhang right !
like people cannot talk to him luh !
the more you dont want. the more i gu yi want to talk to him.
HAHAHAHA. kidding lah.

but i really was just like. chatting only lah.
also not like i'm interested.
so whats with the circus stunt. -.-

anyways.
they are going back on monday alr.
yupps.
tmrw still must wake up early to bring her go eat breakfast and go kbox.
(:

&i got A1 for higher chinese !
yayeeee. one A1 liaaaaaaaaaaaaao.
now. to aim for more. :D

P.S. 愛你很多，很多，只想存給你快樂, 卻提了更多寂寞。

flag day !

2008-01-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

flag daaaaaaaaaay !
TMRW !
hahahaha.

mugging like siao these few days.
wth.
want die already.
finally tmrw can go FLAG DAY !
so coool. though i dont need cip hours anymore.

find zheng yong damn funny.
that day we were on the way home.

zy: how to make your face no pimple ?
me: ehhhhhhhhh. wash face bah i think. must wash in circular motion.
zy: really meh !
lam: i just liddat ^$%*^$*^% wash one leh !
me: yah. think so. sorta works. hahaha !
zy: huh. but i always use two fingers like this de leh. *shows 2 fingers*
me&lam: O.O
zy: one finger better. liddat wash then your face will hua hua. [ smooth smooth ]
me&lam: *SHOCKED.*

hahahahaha.
&yisen was like. carrying this super big tortoise.
so gay ! cos the tortoise got ribbon one. - -"
wenkai keep saying i show him the wugui face.
:/

now i finally know whats the diff between cobwebs and spiderwebs.
LOL.
"i dont know. i didnt see the spider."
wah. laughed like heeeeeeeeeeeeell.

that day me&bon were like saying our names very short.
only got 6 & 7 alphabets.
then very easy to write.
then we asked lam.

us: "ehhhh. you exams always cannot finish on time issit ?"
lam: " okay lah. just skip alot of questions. why ?"
us: "cos your name too long right, then by the time you finish writing and shading your name no time to finish paper already."

hahahahaha.
omg. i feel so lame.
must be yeo huiting pass on the disease to me one.
NONO.
must be fong jiaqi OR desiree ng OR cassandra chua !
LOLS !

the 1e2 girls so cute.
they gave me this big JIRO POSTER&FILE !
gosh. JIRO.
hahahaha.
fei lun hai fei lun hai.

SHOW LUO SHOW LUO SHOW LUO.
wah.
<3 luo zhixiang.

to show how much i adore him,
shall go watch his show now.
LOLS.

not really in blogging mood today.
EUGENIA HOU !
i cant get into your blog !
O.O

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. why diao me ?!

OMFG.

2008-01-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

juat want to make everything clear.

firstly,
i was not bias to anyone or any class okay.
yes i like ultraman.
but I LIKED ULTRAMAN LONG BEFORE SINCE I PLANNED THIS CAMP !
&it just so happens that 1e5 is called ultraman, and they won.
BUT.
they won because they got the highest points !
there is the points system remember ?

so dont say i bias !
i where got ! omggggggggggggggg.

heh. okay. dont care.
as long as i know i didnt bias can alr.
i <3 all the sec ones okay ! they are all of equal status to me.
LOL.

&why i scary luh !
who is the one that goes around saying we are scary ah.
- -"
HUITING. PEOPLE SAY YOU SCARY LAH !
EYE SMALLER ABIT CAN ANOT !

HAHAHAHAHA !

actually got nth to do with huiting lah.
LOLS !

yaye ! tmrw going buy present for FONG JIAQI&CHANG YUHUI !
with HUITING, HUILING & DESIREE !
YAYE YAYE YAYE.
but going bishan. - -"
so small.

today jiaqi&desiree super lame can.
they wrote on my amaths notebook.
"HELLO. (: I'M NOT JIAQI." - -"
jiaqi insisted that she didnt write it.
yah. she didnt. but she contributed to the smiley face.
HAHA !

finally finished my bian cheng !
1000 words. like so wth.

me&shaun were feeling super suicidal just now.
and he wants my LION !
that hair style until damn nice one.
NO ! LION IS MINE !
hahahahaha.

omggggggggg. whats my problem today.
must be because of shaun.
we are like retards talking on msn can. - -"
dont believe, see below ;

coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: LAO
coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: EH

yimEi ' says: DEPRESSED

coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says:
I THINK LIKE I GIVE YOU ALL MY SKINNIES, MY PIKACHU AND ELMO LAH
coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says:
I GO JUMP INTO THE RUBBISH CHUTE

yimEi ' says: OKAYE ! I ONLY WANT THE ELMO !
yimEi ' says: PIKACHU CAN GIVE YANCHANG OR EDMUND !

coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: THEN PIKACHU HOW

yimEi ' says: QUICK QUICK !

coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: HUH
coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: DONT WANT WAIT THEY SPOIL IT
coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: WHAIT THEY EVOLVE IT TO BAD BAD BAD RAICHU

yimEi ' says: HAHAHAHA.
yimEi ' says: THEN IS PAICHU LE LAH
yimEi ' says: PAIKIA-CHU
yimEi ' says: PAICHU ! I CHOOSE YOUUUUUUUU !
yimEi ' says: *paichu paichu*

coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: i still suicidal
coughing blood isn't really funny ice cream says: please dont paichu me now

okaye.
somewhat thats all.
LOLs.

today when i go toilet that time so fun !
i gave showers of blessing to lam, yiyong & bon koh birdshit !
hahahahahah.
heh heh. so fun so fun.

YES BON.
NOT CUTE !
HAHA !

YIYONG !
OUR WATER BOMB ONE-HAND MATCH !
WOOTS ~

:DD

P.S. & i think i've changed. i seem to be happier without you.

screwed.

2008-01-12T16:40:00.000+08:00

meishian told me my voice was trembling today on the podium.
dont know why.
I JUST CANT DO LONG SPEECHES.
i think i got stage fright luh.
OMG !

anyway. at least reflections is over ! (:
went to pasta with desiree ng qixin and low meishian after school today.
me&desiree were in the toilet then suddenly we both were like.
want go pasta later anot ?
then we laughed like crazy.
LOLs.

went to walk around J8 with the 2 PINKifieds.
i was so left out. cos i dont like pink.
eeee yucks !
they LOVE hot pink can. HOT PINK !
then they went to hide my textbook in popular.
so mature of them. - -"
hahaha !

stupid jiang gave the dont know what test today.
GROSS. i only did 2 questions. - -"
didnt prepare for it cos was like hell chionging chem the previous day.
but alas. who cares.
huiting&huiling kept walking past. to see how i die issit !
LOL LOL LOL !
no lah. i think they were visiting me in HCL. [:

that day after dolly ong talked to us.
i suddenly became damn hardworking lah.
suddenly felt like studying.
sec 4 jiu shi bu yi yang. (:
i'm so looking forward to motivational camp. NOT.
like craps ? wth is that.

SHENYANG BUDDIES COMING SOON !
YAYEEEEE. :DD

that day sec 2s had the dont know what "too tuff to puff" talk.
then me&jacob decided go play play. :DD
we were sitting at the back of the hall lah.
then we kept laughing like retards.
after that went down to see the exibitions.
why our batch dont have luh.
that airpork kept using his dont know what card to shoot me can !
shoot until so happy somemore.

that day got this photo taking.
the photographer super ^&$%^^*%* can.

*WTH -> photographer

*anthia was taking her photo
me : " pssssst. your tie ! pull it up !"
anthia pulls her tie.
WTH : "STOP. what are you doing ? ignore them ! under MY camera you are under MY control. dont listen to them."

all of us were like. HUH ? &^%&%$^^(%#%$.

*my turn.

me : "*smiles* showing teeth."
WTH : " head sideway abit. shoulders back. dont slouch ! good ! "
me : "*walks off* ^%$%$#!@@&^)&^&*%@#*"
WTH : "i'm not trying to be strict here alright. i only want to take good photos of you all. its for your OWN GOOD."

yahyah. adam photos somemore.
next time i shall set up a "eve photos" then fight with them.
bad attitude. kept screaming at us like we are kids liddat. - -"

that day went home with zhengyong, zhiwei, bon & allison that time.
ZHENGYONG BROKE MY LIGHTSTICK !
then the liquid came out.
&he still ask me. is yours meh ?
wah damn sad. that one is from sec one camp de luh !
its for ji nian one leh. :DD

was reading junior's blogs just now.
found out that they are actually so much more mature than us.
read through their post from july 2007 to dec 2007.
and realised how we've been wasting our time.
&we are sec 4s already. oh my tian.

read eugenia's blog from the start all over again.
then found out that yuan lai she last time sec 1 everyday so happy one.
compare with mine everyday like want die want die liddat.
the key is maybe to just.
be contented. be contented with what you have.
maybe. [:

suddenly i feel like studying.
suddenly i feel worried about o levels.
suddenly i feel that amaths&chem is actually easy if you like them.
suddenly i feel like going back to 2006.
suddenly i dont want to be a sec 4.
suddenly i miss ms tan hwee pin.
suddenly i wished i hadnt been born so early. mabe 2 to 3 years later would be nice.
suddenly i want to go back training.
suddenly i think the juniors are so much more sensible than us.
suddenly i miss camps. esp OBS.

SUDDENLY I FEEL THIS SUDDEN RUSH TO FINISH UP MY HOMEWORK.

- -"
meeting tan yunsheng tmrw !
yayeeee. so long never go out with yunsheng mummy already. :DD
meeting him at 12pm ! plenty of time for me to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.

got super down today for like 2 periods.
totally didnt talk. just sat there in disbelief and nodding my head when nth went in.
cos i saw them walking together.
it felt so bad then. so bad.
but i cant cry. i cant.

GOT MY IC TODAY !
WOW ! MY IC !
coooooooooooool. (:

then they were telling me.
but you were born in china what i thought ?
YAH. i'm born&made in china. but i'm a singaporean now.
LOLs.

people's republic of CHINA.
blubs blubs blubs.

SUPER SUNSHINE ! [:

(+ still remember this ? haha.

P.S. but i cant afford to think of you anymore.

sec one camp ! YAYE !

2008-01-07T09:30:00.000+08:00

yup yup.
SEC ONE CAMP OVER ALREADY !
lalala~

went to nana's house to play ytd.
damn funny.
we were playing and laughing and sleeping like hell.
AT HER HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS.
hahahahaha !

lucky not much stuff screwed up.
LOLs.

FIRST DAY !
introduction was like abit cold.
cos everyone had to run up and then do sth stupid.
LOL !
couldnt wait for class to be over at 11.50am.

i had a walkie talkie !
COOL !
but i tried to talk to chingmay
once when they wee preparing for PE.
then someone said on the walkie talkie.
"*sthsth* to yimei over."
"yahhhh. [i thought it was hariz or sth.]"
"arnt you suppose to be in class over."
then i realise it was mr wong.
LOL !
i was like. shit shit shit. then switch off.

first day they were super dead.
then very shy.
except for some classes like 1e3, 1e5 i think,
but still they participated in the activities.

was darn busy on the forst day.
ran around like hell.
people getting sick, going home.
RAHHH.

rush hour was super fun.
was mainly at lam's station since its the one nearest to the canteen and the hall.
made them shout my name for their forfeit.
"YIMEI JIEJIE, YIMEI JIEJIE !"
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. happy luh. x)

hahahaha.
then thought up of some very stupid forfeits for them to do.
hahahaha.

someone just told me zhs toilet very scary cos the lights will suddenly turn on.
LOL !
&they all asked me if i know them.
say they were the one who came to ask me for autograph.
i was like. err. nopes.
sorry sec ones, i cant remember anyone at all cos i signed like.
dont know how many booklets ?
hahahas.

went to bathe with kimli & huiting !
yaye(:
the water was darn freezing cold can !
then huiting's teeth was like. chattering. hahahaha !

WE WENT FOR NIGHT WALK AT NIGHT !
there was me, jacob, lam, taoyee, chingmay and whoever concerned.
i cant remember who.
we walked in 2s cos they say what cannot walk in 3s.
so i walked with jacob. [ RENJUN ! JEALOUS ANOT ! hahahaha. ]
chingmay : "ehhhh. dont walk that way. i got a bad feeling."
me : "huh ? why ? but this way faster."
chingmay : "just dont."
me : "jacob, want do sth exciting ?"
jacob : "what ?" me : "lets walk this way. :DD"
jacob : "okay!"

then lam and taoyee followed us.
me&jacob use two lightsticks then put as a cross then walk down.
LOL.
saw nth and felt nth loh.
no kick !

after that lam, taoyee, me, nini and i forgot who suggested saying ghost stories.
so we went to sit at near the bball court there to say.
i fell asleep on nini's laps.
then realised when i woke up that i was the only one lying there with my tortoise. - -"
so went back to council room to sleep.

SECOND DAY
we did a cheer in the morning.
but it was super bad. - -"

anyway.
as usual ate our breakfast then went for class.
BORED.
after that went to enrichment !
kajiao-ed the sec ones.
dont know why i was sort of with the 1e5s during the camp.
either its because that was my old class or because they were the ultraman group.
"E5 OF ZHONGHUA, ULTRAMAN THE MIGHTY CLASS."
WOOTS ! <3 their cheer lah.
hahahaha.

during rushhour went to lam's station to play. very fun lah !
he wanted to play some trust game with me.
turned out that i dont trust him.
HAHAHAH !
sat there and play with the sec ones.
pok, taoyee came after that.
then couldnt believe lam&eugene can do the trust game until liddat.
so amazed. O.O

the highlight of the camp was of course campfire !
there was a problem with the scouts initially, but finally managed to talk and settle with them.
yaye(:
so in the end the scouts&nccs were allowed to stayover ! :DD
it rained and rained the whole day.
we thought we cant have the campfire in the paradesquare alr.
but in the end can !
heng. * phew*

so during campfire they danced, performed, and did all sorts of super funny stuffs.
i laughed like hell.
esp casey.
HAHAHAHAHA.
nice rain moves ah bang !

danced MARYMOON !
my favourite dance of all times.
samuel almost swinged me into the fire lah !
LOL ! was darn dizzy.
had some problems at the end part but was still okay i guess.

EDMUND WANG WAS DAMN FUNNY CAN !
HE SHOUTED SEC ONES HOI LAH !
OMG OMG !
WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE HELL LUH !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

he was using the mike in the canteen then me, shaun, meishian, val and some people were at the basketball court.
we couldnt see who was talking so we were listening carefully.
then i was like. "OMG ! ITS EDMUND !"
then we laughed and laughed.
HAHAHA !

sent the sec ones to sleep.
they all said my wugui soft toy was cute ! yaye. :D
then dont know for what reason they wanted a exco thrash out session.
i was darn tired and fell asleep. - -"

i think the meeting was quite long cos we had to go into a circle to talk.
and when i fell asleep, it was casey talking.
when i woke up, it was still casey talking.

LOLs.
went to bathe with val.
then suddenly the bloody lights went out. O.O
WTH.
me&val were like. DIE !
so i decided to hurry and go out to sensor the lights on.
&realised that i FORGOT TO BRING IN THE STUPID TOWEL.
so now can only depend on val. she was like.
NO ! CANNOT ! THEN I WILL GO ALONE ! AND YOU WILL BE LEFT INSIDE ALONE !
then she keep asking me to talk to her and i was freeeeeeeeeeeezing.
in the end she came out to on the lights and yuting came a minute later. - -"

dont know who said wanted to order mac luh.
then fell asleep throughtout the WHOLE NIGHT.
he didnt even know that i walked into the class to look for him lah !
LOL ! sleeping like a pig.

went into i mac lab to see how the video was cos stuppid LAM pangsehed me by walking super fast back to the canteen !
but cos the lab was too comfy alr, so fell asleep inside. x)

THIRD DAY !
they woke me up at 7am !
when i was suppose to meet the sec ones in the canteen by 7.15am. - -"
that explains why i didnt change and was still wearing the black shirt and bball pants. :DD
it was like freaking cold lah !
thanks to huiting for lending me your jacket ! ((:
ate then brought breakfast to the scouts&nccs sleeping in the 4e7 classroom.
&they just woke up. - -"

so sent the sec ones for area cleaning.
hehe.
walked around with edmund to make sure they were doing their jobs.
after that was prize giving.

most hyper class : 1T1 !
the cutest class : 1N1 !
the sweet talker class : 1E6 !
the smartest class : 1E4 !
most enthu class : 1E1 !
3rd prize : 1E3 !
2nd prize : 1E2 !
1st prize : 1E5 !

yaaaaaaaaaaye. :DD

then signed lots and lots of books.
signed for almost the whole class for 1e3 !
LOL ! until my hand was super tired.

next was their cca orientation, and break camp !

xiuquan was darn funny during camp.
everything he did was funny lah !
LOL !
and chingmay was super responsible.
hahahaha. good job !

&EDMUND ! first time i see him so responsible leh !
and enthu.
LOL !

THREE CHEERS TO COM AND FACILS AND TEACHERS ! HIP HIP HURRAY !
thank you to all who have made this camp possible. :DD
good thing it was a success.

&we had the FIRST real campfire in 4 years !
woots !

hmmm.
need to chiong finish my home work alr.
goodbye !

too bad didnt manage to dance marymoon with him. :/

P.S. CAMP WAS FUN ! WHOOOOHOOO~

CAMP ! OMG.

2008-01-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

tmrws camp.
&i have throat infection.
WTH.

with a facil suddenly telling me that she dont want to be facil anymore,
and NE leaders telling me the thing quite screwed,
and shirts printing wrong,
and the airpork ng jin xiang with stomach flu,
i'm going bonkers alr.
mr wong is going to praise me like mad.
PLUS with the throat infection in my throat,
not allowing me to swallow much things.
i'm screwed.
oh god. am i screwed.

i havent pack.
die already.
please please please.
camp MUST go well.
please.

well. at least i got mrs koh for my amaths.
always think on the bright side of life, da da, da da da da da da.
yaye.

i'm hungry.
but i cant swallow.
DAMN IT.

and LAM.
i dont have the song. ):
i want it too !

was feeling super tense up just now.
but now better already i think.
alright.
i'm looking forward to scantury duty with huiting at night.
woots~

kan zai ni pei wo qu give consent forms de fen shang.
get well soon airpork !
:DD
dont let your stomach ah-choo alr. - -"

scissors paper stone !

P.S. SEC ONE ORIENTATION CAMP 2OO8 MUST MUST MUST GO WELL.

boooooooooored.

2007-12-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

- 爱牢牢抓紧我，恨深深包围我。

blub blub blub.
having this feverish feeling.
no mood to do anything.
&i'm suppose to be at superbowl now.
- -"

i only bowled for ONE time.
and the ball went backwards once.
O.O
but i got 2nd. (:
cos the rest are BLUBs.

huh ?
whats blubs ?

actually i also dont know.
just a word that i came up with.
its suppose to sound like.
you know. bubbles.
blub blub blub.
sth like that.

wo yao si diao le.

no matter how hard i try.
no matter how many times i try.
you just dont care do you ?
i really dont understand why.
JUST WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH ME !
ARGGGGGGGHHHH !

okayokay.
must get to superbowl already.
huangzhiwei keeps calling to hurry me.
BLUB.

there's nothing interesting.
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

it feels as if everyone's leaving me.
alone.
alone.

P.S. kuai gan zou ai de ji mo.

peter pan!

2007-12-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

watched peter pan that day.
JEREMY SUMPTER !
yaye yaye yaye(:

_______________________________________________________

Teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

__________________________________________________

cool song(:
been listening to lin you jia's song "na shou ge".
nice leh.
go listen listen. :DD

why is everyone changing ?
why do they have to change until i dont know them at all anymore ?
why cant we just stay as it is ?
why does things have to change ?

why did you have to change ?

I'M DOING CAMP BOOKLET.
OMG.
I'M GONNA DIE.
I TYPED OUT THE WHOLE SCHOOL SONG& SCHOOL CHEER !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

no choice.
i guess it's 5am for me tonight again.
sigh~

&yes grace. please come asap to take him away.
i cant express my gratitude if you really do that.

i cant wait for camp.
but i'm afraid things will go wrong.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
alright.
no mood to blog today.
too much things happened and i have to rush out my booklet by tmrw.
cyaaaa.

P.S. 我每天都在祈祷，快赶走爱得的寂寞。

dance !

2007-12-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

was watching wo cai^3 just now.
so LOL lah !
they got this 5 children.
not more than 10 years old one.
then they were like dancing break dance and stuffs. - -''

got this two guys 10&9 years old can moon walk until damn zai can !

WATCH THIS ! THE BOY HOR !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND.
THE LEGEND BOBO !

lol lol lol.
so cute can.
><

alright.
they just put up the christmas tree !

CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS !
:DD

falalalala lalalala ~

P.S. the day after christmas ! booooooxing day. LOL !

LOL.

2007-12-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

you know.
sometimes i really hate myself for thinking up of some stupid ideas.
like just now, i was talking to my brother.

*yells ! whoohoo ! hahaha ! wheeeee ! [ my brother ]

brother : jiejie, what is tormented ? how to spell tormented ? jiejie, you want to play dota ah ? what is dota ? got giraffe one anot ? jiejie, what you watching ? got spongebob mah hah ? jiejie, did you see my giraffe ? did you kidnap my giraffe ? jiejie... [ cos we recently just bought this giraffe toy. so he is sort of obsessed with giraffes now. which IS a bad thing. ]

me : [ *desperately wanting him to keep quiet. ] weiwei, i tell you ah, you know they say hor. if kids at your age talk too much and ask too much questions, they will die earlier you know !

brother : HAH ! [exclaims ] then at what age will they die ?

me : errrrrrr. at 10 ? yah. at 10 years old ! [ he is currently 8 years old ]

brother : hah. [ *thinks. ] that means i only got 2 years left ah ?

me : YAH LOH. so must keep quiet know anot. [ cheering like hell inside ]

brother : but if i only got 2 years left hor, then i might as well just talk more loh. if not later die already then cannot talk already.

me : *faints

brother : jiejie, me game game. me game game ! me want play game game. jiejie...

GOOD CHILDREN PLEASE DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.

hahaha.

2007-12-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.
i just realised christmas is only 5 DAYS AWAYYYYYYYYYYY !

have been so busy doing camp stuff thtat i forgot about everything.
- -''

went to eat steamboat to celebrate christmas on tues.
manxuan, shihui, val, wan ni, yuting, fengrong, jianan, taoyee & wenxun went.
me, yuting, manxuan & shihui shared one steamboat.
our table was a disaster.
COS YUTING WAS SITTING BESIDE ME.
LOL !
she threw the crabstick with the plastic still on to bbq.
then in the end the aluminium foil turned BLACK.
like her. HAHA ! kidding lah !
SHE COOK THE STUFF CANNOT EAT ONE.
all black blaccccccccccck.
like this black. ->

the front one is ours.
see how black it is.
HAHAHA.

anyway.
i found out why wenkai didnt come.

notice the NO PORK.

then in the end turn out that me&shihui both gave up.

so we just decided to sit there and wait for food.

but i thought for a while.
NO. cannot let yuting cook.
so i cooked for yuting.
LOL LOL LOL.

so in conclusion,
the next time you go eat steamboat with yuting,
it is definately safer to go and eat the cooked food provided there.
HAHA.

anyway.
just thinking.
why did we celebrated christmas by eating steamboat anyway ?
i thought should be turkey and stuff ?
but aiyah.
chicken counted as turkey's cousin bah.
so should be quite the same.
LOLs !

we went to orchard to see the lightings after that !
(:

just for random,
i've got THREE soft toys on my bed everynight !

yepps.
shit. nowadays i keep forgetting what i want to blog about.
its alright.
shall go watch my zhong ji yi jia & gong zhu xiao mei & dou niu yao bu yao then (:
then shall go run stairs.
keep fit. :DD

P.S. COUNTING DOWN TO SEC ONE CAMP ! 14 MORE DAYS ! OMFG. i'm scared. ><

nosey nosey.

2007-12-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

hell yeah.
do i hate sensitive nose.
its acting up again.
arghhhh.
strange. i didnt use to have sesitive nose in sec 1.
hmmmmm.
ORH.
i know who to blame.
wah !

i'm ready for christmas.
definately. just look at the state of my nose.
- -''
red nose.
D:

anyway.
i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
shall just update stuff then.

ALERT TO ALL FACILS & COM MEMBERS.
dates for meetings.

- 19th dec ; sec one registration dry run. 2pm - 5pm ; FULL U
- 21st dec ; sec one registration ; not confirm ; FULL U
- 23rd dec ; meeting for ALL including members. ; 10am ; half u
- 26th dec ; meeting for facils & all ICs, AICs, advisors. ; 10am ; pe attire

thats all.
FOR NOW.

LOLs(:
my phone is alive !
its back !
yaye !
but all my games gone ! D:
need to play again starting from level 1.
&street fighter is gone !
that one is i tou tou send from jiaqi de phone de leh !
HAHAHA ! x)
howhowhow.

okay.
gotta go help my sis do sth.
tmrw need go back school !
RARW.
waking up at 8am.

heh.
i feel hungry. - -''
oh no.

P.S. those three words i said too much. but not enough.

heh.

2007-12-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

wow.
i guess i get over my upset-ness easily.
was really worked up just now.
but i still think i should talk it out with him.

hope i'm doing the right thing.
i mean.
i dont know if he has the intentions to or if he means sth.
but i get the feeling that.
i'm being compared and looked down.

and i DONT LIKE IT.
i admit i'm a person that cant take this kind of things.
why should we compare ?
everyone is good in their own ways.

just like how barney & thomas the train is different.
ziyu & val should know why lah.
LOLS !

yupps.
so i've decided to stand up.
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !

btw.
happy 4 months wenxun ! (:

P.S. FOR THE SAKE OF THOSE PARTY NIGHTS ! :DD

i'm dead bushed.

2007-12-14T03:05:00.001+08:00

FOR THE KIDS.

FOR THE VIPS. (: [ like us. hahahaha. ]

FIRSTLY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WU ZHEXUAN ! (:

yaye. its korkor's birthday again ! :D

next year going NS already !

SHAVE BOTAK !

HAHAHAHAHA.

happy birthday ! C:

yupps.

the above pictures should be the confirmed design for sec one camp.

LOOK JIAQI ! got change okay ! not the with arrow without arrow already !

LOLs. (:

wow.

i'm dead tired.

i was looking through and doing all the camp stuff just now around 12.30am

when i realised.

ehh.

i think i havent bathe.

- -''

LOLs.

so i hurried to bathe then return back to this stupid comp and start everything.

well.

finally i see somethings done already.

we're almost 3/4 done with everything i guess.

just need to do the dry-runs and buy all the stuff.

those shouldnt be a problem.

a plane just flew past.

thats random.

LOLs.

but when a person is tired.

brain block occurs.

well anyway.

i cant believe i spent the whole day at home.

without stepping out of my house.

wow.

three claps for me. - -''

okay. i think i'm having a serious case of brain block.

but still.

i must say that i really like the design alot alot.

THANKS QIAN YI.

thank you alot.

without you i guess the design stuff would crash.

this should be the greatest proposal i received today i guess ! i laughed and laughed.

hi this is johner's proposal(:

Firstly:

YO YIMEI DUN BE DEPRESSED OVER SEC1 CAMP'S THINGS..

Secondly:

THINGS WILL TURN OUT FINE

Thirdly:

TRY YOUR BEST ULTRAMAN!

( OO ) GIVE YOU 2 SALTED EGGS,XIAN DAN CHAO REN!

hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

wah qianyi. your johner gave me two salted eggs leh.

LOLs.

to think that i use to think organising this kind of stuff is easy.

now i realise.

i was wrong. very wrong.

its not just about reading and editing proposal.

its about reading, doing, editing and redoing proposals.

like i currently have 7 proposals at hand.

waiting for me to filter and edit them.

& its already 3.17am.

i really want to thank all of the committee memebers.

i know, and i can see that all of you are working hard at it.

all trying to make this camp a success.

all working like me into wee hours just coming up with proposals and designs.

all putting aside your homework and do all these camp stuffs.

all waking up by at least 8am just to rush to school for my meetings.

all working your guts out and facing the computer screen for god knows how many hours.

& they are not after the 40 hours of cip.

i must admit.

this is also the first time i'm putting so much effort into something.

first time i have such a great commitee.

i'm serious.

i really think everyone is putting in alot of effort.

and i really appreciate it. (:

you all have taken alot of my burden away as the camp oic.

hence. i really want to say.

THANK YOU ! (:

hahaha.

wow. i get so emotional.

i was looking through all my older post and couldnt believe how stupid my posts last time were.

like. I uSe tO tYpE lIkE tHiS.!!

at least i didnt type like that now. LOLs.

alright.

no more time for brain blocks.

back to proposals.

btw. thanks wenxun dear & johner. (:

johner : your proposal is approved. hahaha.

tada ~

& i realised only now.

even after all these time.

i think i dont understand you at all.

\\ 有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达。

P.S. i got lost in your maze.

shagged.

2007-12-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

had the FIRST facil meeting today. :D
was better than what i had expected .
the facils were exceptionally high.
or should i say.
DAMN HIGH.

LOLs.
except that weng leong walked off.
i mean.
since you have decided to be a facil then of course you have to learn the dance and stuff what.
you cant expect to be a facil by just taking care of the class only.
i know these dance and cheers stuff are boring.
but i've been through it for the past 2 years already.
&these are the most most most BASIC thing that a facil SHOULD learn.
so since you think that these stuff are boring.
thn i'm sorry. facil is not the thing for you.

i mean. i tried my best.
i tried to make it as fun as i can.
i didnt do stupid stuff like they make the facils do for the previous years.
i didnt expect much from you all.
i know these isnt fun. but its for the camp itself what.

i thereby promise that secondary one orientation camp 2008 will be a unforgettable one. (:

have been going back to school from monday till now.
everyday. 9am. reach school.
and i dont reach home until 8pm everyday.
feel damn shagged.
can collapse anytime soon.
we've been having meetings since last month already.

and we're only like half done.
been so damn freaking busy that i dont even have time to go for training.
feeling very guilty leh..
sorry mates.
i really cant put down the job to go for training.
when things get more stable then i'll go.
and of course go support you all for every match.
wo yong yuan zhi chi ni men ! (:

had this training programme with mr wong on tuesday.
alright. i admit that sports cca doesnt write proposals.
doesnt organise camps.
&you wanted the president to take the camp.
and i'm NOT the president.
so what ?
so you think i dont have the capabilities.
so maybe you think whoever can do it better than me cos they were in camp com last year.
so you look down on me.
so you think i cant lead, i'm not doing good enough.
so. i'll show you what i can do.
no matter how tough its gonna be.
no matter how many more meetings i have to go.
how many more proposals i have to write.
i'll make the camp a successful one.
for the never-give-up commitee.
for the secondary-ones-to-be.
for the best batch of facils.
for myself.
for me to prove YOU wrong.

he practically screamed at me&xiuquan on tuesday.
i mean. perhaps its really because i wasnt sure.
wasnt certain. but then.
arghhhhhh. i dont know lah.
i mean. i really put in alot alot of effort.
maybe effort isnt everything.
sigh~

BTW. the design is changing again.
so the below design is NOT the confirmed one.
facils and com members please take note.
you are to pay $15 for the camp.
$10 for shirt.
$5 for the camp itself.
the next meetings will be on,
19th December [ Wednesday ]
21st December [ sec one registration ]
22nd December [ Saturday ]

yepps. i dont miss you(:

yimei is sick and tired of looking and writing proposals after proposals.

CHIONG HOMEWORK !

i dont know why.
but my palm hurts like mad.
i cant hold anything heavy or press down on it.
it hurts really.
hurts alot.
what's happening !
._.

&i wanted to go mcr concert..

P.S. i do feel the stress coming down on me now.

2007-12-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

At this moment there at 6,417,652,321 people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good.
Some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world.
Six billion souls.

And sometimes all you need is one.

gone. again.

2007-12-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

hey yo yo yo.
LOLs.

aiyah.
damn bored.

had basketball bbq ytd !
so fun so fun. :D
went to yuhui's house in the morning.
we cooked okay !

can eat de luh. damn nice.
C:
played ball until very shuang ytd.
yayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

the seniors came back.
so we played ball with them.
got play full court leh ! wah.
hen hao wan.
hahaha.
btw, sorry nanapak. accidentally scratched you.
><

train-ed home with huiting after that.

she only drank 2 mouth if starbucks the other day luh.

then she cannot take it. keep say she very tired.

LOLs.

gosh.

i feel so short of time.

noooooooooooooooo !

gonna start on homework soon.

&CAMP !

must have camp meetings already.

SEC ONE ORIENTATION CAMP 2008 WILL BE A SUCCESS !

says YIMEI.

:DD

mi mi mi mi mooooooooooooo~

SMI SMI SMI SMI SMOOOOOOOOOOO~

wah. the advertisment damn funny.

me and my brother kept singing it.

hahahaha.

anyway.

that time i saw this father. he was talking to his son and i happen to walk past.

so he said.

" if you are not going to shut up, i'm going to body slam you when we get home ah i tell you."

WTH. i laughed and laughed.

hahahaha.

gotta go alr. must start on homework !

before i go, shall post the sec one camp tee design !

with arrow.

without arrow.

not confirmed yet. but should be this bah.

P.S. &all that we've learned was how to hurt each other. - i struggled so hard whether to send you the msg. but i didnt in the end. because i didnt have the courage to. call me a wimp. call me stupid. but i just cant do it.

camp camp camp.

2007-11-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

alright.
I KNOW HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG ALREADY !
WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO~

i learned it in 2 days okay !
:DD
yaye. its fun leh actually.

thanks to FONG JIAQI, CASSANDRA CHUA & LIM HULING !
hahahahas.
went to play mahjong with huiting, desiree, cassandra and jiaqi at huiling's house today.
we played for a very looooooooooong time.
hahaha.

we watched saw 2.
actually only me, huiting and desiree.
LOLs.

ITS SUPER GROSS LAH !
SUPER GROSS SUPER GROSS.
huiting tried to scare me can !
then i think i was grossed out already.
then stun there.
so she very dissapointed. cos i didnt xia dao.
hahahahahaha.
actually i did ! =X

nanapak is back !
(:
nana nana nana.

alright. gotta go sleep liao.
goodnight.

~~i always feel so left out when i remembered that i'm not one of the 15.~~
~~regrets ? perhaps.~~

P.S. you promised ! i dont care. you promised. gou gou shou. *ting* :DD

i still miss you.

2007-11-25T04:16:00.000+08:00

你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

天有点冷风有点大

城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗你

最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗

心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗

心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

P.S. how are you ?

a song. for you. fcuk. )':

2007-11-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌如果我先哭了

怎么唱到最后是的

感情不是K歌音阶一字不漏

不见的感动我也懂

拿MIC的手不能颤抖

紧握着就能感受你比我难过谁写的

歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌

我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么哭什么

明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友

我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得

这首歌唱完的是我~

这首为你点播的歌

如果我先哭了怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是K歌

音阶一字不漏不见的感动

我也懂

拿MIC的手不能颤抖

紧握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌

我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么哭什么

明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友

我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得

这首歌唱完的是我~

ho~ ~ ~

我努力唱完这歌

我忘了破音没有

你心里触动的下一首已经不是我

oh~

我努力唱到撕吼

我不怕剩我一个

只要你能记得

这首歌

给我最爱的...

i'm letting go. yes i am.

2007-11-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

yaye !
went to watch match after paper ytd.
sorry ah shao hwee. pangseh-ed you.
hahahaha.

went school early early then find cassandra chua dua pai at the bball court.
sat there and "revised" chem. LOLs.
then 9.00am alr, so we went up audi to find that fong jiaqi.
we stood outside the audi, wait and wait.
wait and wait.
until everyone else go in alr.
then she's still not here yet !
so we went in.

then found out that SHE'S SITTING THERE ALREADY !
rawrrrrrrrrrr.
felt like strangling her. LOL LOL LOL !

after the paper we went to desiree's house.
watched movie.
then order kfc.
WTH LAH ! I'M NEVER EVER GONNA ORDER KFC ALR.

cos i called.
then he asked for name, phone number, address.
then unit number.

"storey 11, 1110"
"huh what ? okay storey 11, 110?"
"nono, is 11th floor, unti number, 1110."
" sorry miss, i dont get you. so unti number is 110 ?"

WTH ! STUPID GUY !
i'm not a racist half of the time one okay.
but he really make me damn pek chek lah !
then 10 piece chicken he only gave us 9.
CHEAT OUR FEELINGS !

then after that the security guard still call to ask.

"sorry ah. did you all order macdonalds?"
wah. peng.
-.-

on the way to the match that time jiaqi let me hear this cow&chicken song.
hahahahaha.
damn funny lah !
cow~ chicken ~
HAHAHA.

then everyone started telling me and asking if i bought the shampoo.
then i realise actually they all got come to see my blog one.
LOLs !
so cannot say their huai hua liao.
hahahahah ! no lah !
i where got say you all de loh(:

&yeah. my daddy is using that shampoo.
so cool heh. but the auntie never give me rain de poster leh.
): so sad !

then match they won scgs !
good job girls. :DD

qian yi just sent me the design for the t-shirt.
hmmmmmmm.
should i post and let you all see ?
or should i keep it confidential.

i'll look at the votes on my tagboard starting from NOW !
hahahaha.

okay. i want go repair my phone already.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. can i use $500 to buy 1 hour of your time ?
crap. am i really okay ? well. lam was blunt but. if what he said is true. then i know what to do already. so. goodbye. ):

MS LAI(:

2007-11-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS LAI ZIYU !

oh man ! to think i forgot ! oh craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.
okay. but i know 24th is yanchang's birthday. (:

this post is specially for ms lai lai okay.
hahas.

P.S. GROW UP ALREADY HOR LAI ZIYU ! (:

stop it.

2007-11-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

i dont want.
i dont know.
i dont care.

i really cant think of anything that i can do anymore.
tell me what to do.
will you ?

wo hao lei.
hao lei.

P.S. those memories are fading. i cant seem to remember them anymore.

add on : i'm sorry wenxun.

i cant get you out of my mind.

2007-11-20T04:29:00.000+08:00

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hey there.
this is ultraman speaking.
yimei is currently dying on the bed.
due to an obvious lack of braincells caused by some stupid eject ? or is it subject ? whatever.
called mimistry. or is it camerry ? and Zmaths.
i cant really think of any idea to save her.
cos i'm afraid if i use my ultraman beam it might kill her.

and i cant stay for long.
you all know me.
if i stay too long that that thing will go "ding dong ding dong" and blink blink blink.
then i'll die.

maybe i'll go get my brothers here to help.
they'll know what to do.

oh ! it's blinking already.
adios.
*voom*

P.S. i'm sorry, but i really dont have the courage to come out of my hiding place. all i could do was watch as you walked away. i'm sorry. )':

HE CAME BACK ! I SAW HIM ! (:

2007-11-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

hello to all.
firstly, to nanapak.

THE SHAMPOO REALLY IS FOR MEN ONLY AH ?
oh shit.

nvm lah, ask mummy buy, then let daddy use loh !
HAHAHA. (:

&CHICKY ONG !
dont think you got w580i you big okay !
my w910i also not bad one okay !

LOLs.
okayokay.
today went to airport to study with chua yanchang and teo shaohwee.
surprisingly, we really DID study.
i asked them alot alot of questions leh !
thats why must go study with them mah.
cos can chen4 ji1 ask until happy.
hahaha.

my brain is really going "beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep" already.
dont know how much brain cells were killed by amaths today.
AMATHS KILLS MY BRAIN ! AHHHHHHHHHH.
gotta start and chiong on chem later.

HENCE, if you talk to me and i start blabbering rubbish,
dont be shocked okay.
brain block acting up again.
oh god.

talking to that NEO YILING now.
we are both talking rubbish.
LOLs.
and she says she wants go "orh orh".
hahahas.

OH ! GO AIRPORT TERMINAL 3 VISIT OKAY !
ITS SUUUUUUUUUUUUPER NICE !
very very very nice(:
very very very cool(:
cant wait to try using it luh !
cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait.
LOLs.

AND AND AND.
I REALISE MY PHONE CAN PUT IN m4a SONGS !
WHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
hence, with its :
; huge&clear screen.
; shakeable function. [ damn cool okay ! i shake then you will fly off de leh ! HAHAHA. look at the w910i advertisement and you will know what i mean. ]
; great resolution.
; quite alot of memory space.
; cool game like the 3D MARBLE(:
; able to store wma, mp3 & m4a songs.
; beeeeeeeeeeeautiful RED colour.
I LOVE MY PHONE. :DD

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
i'm going to kill my brain cells already.
BYEBYE.

P.S. i caught a glimpse of you. C:

-My wOrlD-

The line.

should i trust you ?

how did it happen ?

寂寞 好了

horoscopes !

):

i dont like this.

joke.

pointless.

cool facts ?

true

when everything starts to pile.

watch !

study madness.

tons of work.

如果我变成回忆.

disappointment.

OH !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE !

can you feel my world.

betrayed.

woots !

it hurts.

still feeling tired !

pretty weird isnt it ?

petrified.

fabulous photos.

its different.

do you have time to spare ?

i need imbah brains.

roar !

i'm tired lah.

nyjc !

sudden funny vibes.

outing with ong neh & zhexuan !

results & after results.

sec one camp + ny immersion + C.A.N ! = TIRED.

<3 china.

aaaaaaaaaaairport.

CHINAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

happy birthday jiejie !

i dont know what i'm thinking.

whats wrong with the world ?!

bigbang is loveeeeeeeeee. [:

psp psp psp ! yaye !

life's great. with friends. (:

not in the mood.

revived.

prelims over ! a relief.

looking out for you ! [:

rot.

random.

woots~

happy birthday !

kite flying (:

narnia !

class photo with fringe ! finally ! (:

hur hur hur.

i'm keeping you alive!:D

busy !

- -"

determination.

remain silent.

trusted and broken.

craaaaaaaaaaaap.

cool stuff. (:

no phone ! ):

扣篮。

photos !

studyyyyy. D:

happy birthday stupid pig !

cny ! (:

happy birthday cassandra chua ziying !

geog test tmrw ! D:

yaye ! :]

lalala

flag day !

OMFG.

screwed.

寂寞好了